Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
‘Oh, Julian, _what_ a bathing-pool! Is it possible? Look at that colour
I ask you. Is it limestone?’
The whole circular sweep of the rock shimmered in faint silver through
the dim bluish depth of water.
‘And deep enough to dive into, Julian--if we dare break into such
fairiness.... What do you suppose lives here? It may put a spell on
us.... I don’t care! I long to be spell-bound. Don’t you think, if one
plunged in, one might come out all silver-blue and cold and gleaming?
I’d love to walk through the hotel lounge naked like that, with long
blue dripping hair! Oh, come on, Julian--let’s both try! I’ve had no
luck for ages, have you? Perhaps it’s turned to-day. You undress here
and I’ll go behind this bush and talk to you out of it, like God.
Come--off with our lendings!’
And, in a flash, with the uttering of the last words, Jennifer came
back, slipping the clothes down off white shoulder and breast, talking
and laughing. A tide of memories; Jennifer’s head burning in the
sunlight, her body stooping towards the water--the whole of those May
terms of hawthorn blossom and cowslips, of days like a warm drowsy wine,
days bewildered with growing up and loving Jennifer, with reading Donne
and Webster and Marlowe, with dreaming of Roddy.... Where had it all
gone--Where was Jennifer?--Whom enchanting now?--How faintly remembering
Judith? Compared with that tumultuous richness, how sickly, how wavering
was this present feeling--what a sorry pretense! Would one ever be happy
again?
Julian, lean and hairy in his bathing-suit, was already feeling the
water with his toe when she emerged and, spurring her flagging spirits,
leapt down through the bushes, paused a moment beside him, cried ‘Ah!’
and dived into liquid twilight.
He plunged in after her, and they came up together, ‘You shouldn’t have
dived like that,’ he cried. ‘Don’t do it again. There’s a great jag of
rock just below where you went in,--you might have hit your head. You’re
a very naughty girl.’
‘Pooh!’ She splashed and kicked round him, and went swimming close under
the waterfall, feeling its weight press down and bubble upon her
shoulder. The water was cold: the sun could never reach it save in light
flecks through leafy branches. The pouring of the falls made a soft,
full, lapsing speech. Nothing in the world was so smooth as the polished
silk of their down-curving necks.
‘Hey!’ cried Julian.
She looked round and saw him near the further edge of the basin, trying
to save himself from being carried over. She laughed, but he did not
laugh back, and dragged himself out and sat on a rock in silence; and
she saw that his legs and arms were grazed and bleeding. She went to him
remorsefully and washed the blood away with palmfuls of water and sat by
him, murmuring little sympathies until the stinging pain eased. He was
not strong, she must remember: the shock and pain had made him white
about the lips. Poor Julian.... How smooth and creamy her limbs looked
beside his....
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