Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
‘One more dip before dressing, Julian. You sit there and rest.’
He sat and watched while she slipped in again and, lying on her back,
pushed off vigorously from the side with both feet and floated in a
great ruffle of water to the other edge. Then she climbed out and stood
opposite him, dripping and smiling.
Something leapt into his eyes as they rested, for once, full on her: not
admiration or desire, but something harsh and hostile, as if the sight
of her exasperated him.
‘Oh, yes, it shows you off well,’ he said.
‘What does?’
‘Your _maillot_. I suppose you weren’t aware of it?’
‘No!’ She spat the word at him; and went quickly away.
* * * * *
They had supper at a white inn by the edge of the wood, about half a
mile farther on. The same stream flowed, sedately now, through the
garden; and a dark plump Madame with great glossy raven plaits brought
omelettes and trout and salads and fruits to their table beneath the
plane-tree. Birds were singing the last of their songs in all the
branches.
‘Listen, Julian!--if that isn’t a thrush? What is he doing out of
England? Can you imagine a French thrush? Oh, he sounds homesick!’ A
sudden nostalgia overcame her. ‘I want to go home, too! I’m not a
traveller. Sick for home--that’s what I am. This thrush and our pool are
probably the things I shall most remember about France--and all because
they made me think of England.... There was a girl at College I used to
bathe with.... You’d have loved to look at her. Her name was Jennifer
Baird....’
‘Oh, I think I’ve met her.’
What was he saying so casually?
‘You’ve met her?’ Hands clasped, heart thumping, she stared at him.
‘Yes, I’m sure that was the name. I was staying in Scotland with some
cousins of hers.’
‘When, Julian?’
She could scarcely speak.
‘Last year, I believe. I remember now she was at Cambridge and said she
knew you; but she wasn’t very forth-coming about you. I’d never have
guessed from her that you were bosom friends.’ His voice sounded
mocking.
‘No, you wouldn’t!’ she retorted, stung and scornful. ‘She doesn’t tell
just anybody when----’ She checked herself; for perhaps after all it
had been that Jennifer had not remembered her much in absence. She added
quietly: ‘She was a person I knew well for a time. Tell me.... What did
you think of her?’
‘Oh, mad as a hatter. But she was more alive than most people. A flame,
let us say.’ His voice was ambiguous, unkind.
‘You didn’t like her, then?’
‘No, nor she me.’ He laughed briefly. ‘But she had a power, I admit. I
intend to go and find her again some day. I dare say I might make
her--like me.’
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