Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
A menace of footsteps drew near, resounding harshly on the tiles. A
group of girls in gym tunics passed and stared. They must be first-year
students. She could not remember one of them. She shrank from their
curious glances and went swiftly down the corridor to the foot of the
stairs.
A girl came running down, two steps at a time, saw her and paused,
smiling shyly.
‘Hullo, Judith!’
‘Hullo!’
What was her name? Joan something? You could never have exchanged more
than a few words with her. She was fair-haired, ordinary, rather
shapeless and untidy, like so many others; but her smile was reassuring.
‘Have you come up to stay?’ she said.
‘No. Just for the day ... to see one or two people. How are you getting
on?’
‘All right. How are you?’
‘Oh, all right.’
‘Well--I must fly. Good-bye.’
‘Good-bye.’
She was alone again.
She went up the shallow spiral staircase, and stood still at the top.
There was scarcely a sound: it was the usual afternoon hush. She crept
up to the mistress’s door and knocked; but there was no answer: then on
to one or two other rooms, where the grave faces of dons would look
quietly pleased to see her; but no reply came. Everyone must be out in
the well-remembered October weather.
There was still Miss Fisher’s door. She had sent a note to Miss Fisher,
her own don, saying she might come, to inquire about a possible job of
some sort, to discuss her prospects, and ask for a written testimonial:
so behind this door there would be someone who expected her.
But when she drew near she heard the sound of several voices raised as
if in argument, and another shiver of panic took her. She let her raised
hand drop to her side again and went quickly away; and the voices of a
great crowd of unknown people seemed to come after her, questioning her
intrusion, while she ran up the next flight of stairs.
Here was the familiar corridor and her own door, half-open, with a
strange name on it. There was nobody inside. She peeped in. Nothing,
nothing of her that remained. Instead of blue, purple and rose colour,
black and orange stripes everywhere; an array of unprepossessing
photographs on the mantelpiece, and some dirty pink plates and cups
strewn about.
Only the window remained unchanged, holding up its great autumnal
tree-tops to her gaze; but their unmoving pageant stared back and did
not greet her. She was dispossessed entirely.
There on the corner was Jennifer’s door fast-closed, and bearing an
unknown name. The sunshine sloped across to it in a dusty beam.
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