Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The circle was a barren thing; it could not stretch to enclose new life.
Mariella’s child was outside and irrelevant. Sometimes a cousin put out
a large hand to steady him, or whistled to him or made a grimace,
squeaked his teddy-bear or shouted at him encouragingly when he fell
down. They looked at him with tolerant amused faces like big dogs,
mildly gratified when he paused, steadying himself for a moment with a
hand on their knees; but they soon forgot about him. Julian alone
appeared to have an interest in him: he watched him; and Mariella
herself now and then for a moment watched Julian watching him.
It was absurd, incongruous, incredible that this should belong to
Mariella, should have been begotten by Charlie, carried in her body for
nine months, as any woman carries her child, born of her in the ordinary
way with agony and joy, growing up to love and be loved by her, and to
call her mother.
But anybody could have a child; even mysterious childish widows like
Mariella, tragic dead young husbands like Charlie; the simple proof was
there before her eyes. Yet Mariella was such a childless person by
nature. It was as if her body had played a trick on her and conceived;
but to the creature it had brought forth her unmaternal spirit bore no
relationship. So it seemed; but you could never tell with Mariella.
‘Come here,’ said Judith, and held out her hand.
He stared, then edged away nervously.
‘Do you like children?’ asked Mariella politely.
‘I love them,’ said Judith, and then blushed, detecting a fatuous
fervour in her voice. But, thank heaven, Roddy had strolled away with
Martin and was out of hearing.
‘Do you?’ Mariella glanced at her and seemed to find nothing more to
say. She pulled the puppy to her.
‘Good chap, go and play with Peter. Go on.’
‘Then Peter is his name.’
‘_Michael_ Peter,’ emphasized Julian mockingly. ‘Mariella had the
highest motives; but I fear she has done for him. Michael alone or Peter
alone he _might_ have stood up against--but the combination! I tremble
for his adolescence. However he ought to have a spurious charm, at any
rate until he leaves the university. The only hope is that he himself
may find the double burden excessive, and cancel himself out to a
healthy James or Henry. We could do with a Henry or so in our family.
Perhaps after all we should commend your far-sightedness, Mariella?’
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,’ she said in her little
cheerful voice. ‘I think Michael Peter is a very nice name. And he’s
quite a nice boy, isn’t he?’
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