Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was autumn, and soon the lawn had a chill smoke-blue mist on it. All
the blurred heavy garden was as still as glass, bowed down, folded up
into itself, deaf, dumb and blind with secrets. Under the mist the
silky river lay flat and flawless, wanly shining. All the colours of sky
and earth were thin ghosts of themselves: and on the air were the
troubling bitter-sweet odours of decay.
When the children came from hiding in the bushes they looked all damp
and tender, with a delicate glow in their faces, and wet lashes, and
drops of wet on their hair. Their breath made mist in front of them.
They were beautiful and mysterious like the evening.
The happiness was a swelling pressure in the head and chest, too
exciting to bear. Going home under the willows in the little connecting
pathway between the two gardens Judith suddenly made up some poetry.
* * * * *
Stupid funny serious Martin had red cheeks and brown eyes and dirty
knees. His legs were very hairy for his age. He had an extremely kind
nature. He was the one they always teased and scored off. Charlie used
to say: ‘Let’s think of a sell for Martin,’ and when he had been sold,
as he always was, they danced in front of him shouting: ‘Sold again!
Sold again!’ He never minded. Sometimes it was Judith who thought of the
best sells, which made her proud. She was very cruel to him, but he
remained faithful and loving, and occasionally sent her chaotic sheets
of dirt and ink from school, signing them: ‘Yrs truly, M. Fyfe.’
He loved Roddy too,--patiently, maternally. Sometimes they went about
each with an arm round the other’s neck; and they always chose each
other first in picking sides. Judith always prayed Charlie would pick
her first, and sometimes he did, but not always.
Martin had coagulated toffee in one pocket and hairy acid drops in the
other. He was always eating something. When there was nothing else he
ate raw onions and stank to Heaven.
He was the best of them all at running and chucking, and his muscle was
his fondest care and pride. What he liked best was to take Roddy or
Judith in the canoe and go bird’s nesting up the creek. Roddy did not
tease him about Judith--Roddy never cared what other people did enough
to tease them about it--but the others were apt to, so he was rather
ashamed, and spoke roughly and pushed her in public; and only showed he
loved her when they were alone together.
Once there was hide-and-seek and Charlie was he. Martin asked Judith to
hide with him. They lay in the orchard, under the hay-stack, with their
cheeks pressed into the warm sweet-smelling turf. Judith watched the
insects labouring over blades of grass; and Martin watched her.
‘Charlie’s a long time coming,’ said Judith.
‘I don’t think so. Lie still.’
Judith dropped back, rolled over and surveyed him out of the corner of
an eye. His face seen so near looked funny and rough and enormous; and
she laughed. He said:
‘The grass is wet. Sit on my chest.’
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