Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
O God! The creature thought she had been singled out for the purpose of
soliciting friendship....
‘I am so very glad you came to see me. I dare say you feel very
strange?’
‘A little. But I’m quite all right, thank you.’
‘One feels very lonely at first. Never mind. Do you know any one else?
No, nor do I.’ Her eyes glinted. ‘We must stick together till we’ve got
our bearings. It’s a great thing to--I had a friend here once. She said
the life was very jarring--such a whirl. We must try to make our little
rooms as restful as possible. Do come to my room and work whenever you
like. I always think it helps, don’t you, to have somebody else in the
room concentrating.’
Earnestly her eyes beamed and glinted behind their glasses. Presumably
she was kind and well-meaning, but her skin was greasy and pink was not
her colour; and her lank hair smelt; and when she talked she spat. The
colourless face had nothing of youth in it. Perhaps this was what really
clever girls looked like.
‘I’ve spent to-day putting my room to rights,’ said Mabel, looking
happily round her. ‘I do enjoy having a little corner of my own, my own
things round me and.... To-morrow I must start work in earnest. How do
you feel about your work? You’re bound to waste time at first unless you
plan out your day methodically. You must come and work in here. I won’t
disturb you. I’m a very hard worker myself. I shan’t mix much with the
other students. She flushed. ‘I shan’t have time. And then of course
there’s getting into Cambridge for lectures and.... Do you ride a
bicycle? I find since I had pneumonia it tires me so.... We must go to
lectures together at first--keep each other company....’
‘Are you reading English too?’ said Judith with sinking heart.
‘Oh yes.’ Mabel bit her finger nervously. ‘I didn’t manage to get a
scholarship, you know. It was a disappointment. I was feeling very
poorly and altogether.... I didn’t do myself justice, Miss Fisher said.
She wrote such a nice letter and ... I was so set on coming here, it
meant so much to me, I want to teach, you know--if my health permits....
I haven’t very good health ... so with what I’d managed to save and a
little help from my mother ... she couldn’t afford it really but when
she saw what it meant to me ... so I must do well ... I can’t disappoint
her.... Are you preparing to earn your living?’
‘I don’t know,’ said Judith blankly.
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