Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
‘You don’t look like it,’ said the other hurriedly with a furtive
half-hostile glance at Judith’s clothes. ‘Most girls who come here have
got to depend on their brains for a livelihood, so of course no one’s
got a right to come here just to amuse themselves, have they? But I dare
say you’re going to do very well. Miss Fisher told me this morning you’d
done very good work for the scholarship. Oh yes. She quite praised you.
I thought perhaps ... some of my notes and essays might be of use to
you.... I take very full notes--my memory rather fails me sometimes and
then.... I thought perhaps if we worked together we might--you
know--help each other.... Another mind coming fresh to a subject.... We
might....’
Her eyes betrayed her: brain-sucker, probing for new full-blooded life.
Judith thanked her politely and rose to go.
‘Don’t hurry,’ said Mabel. ‘I’ll make you a cup of cocoa. I always think
cocoa’s so nourishing.’
She busied herself with a saucepan over the fire and breathed
stertorously through her nose. Her skin glistened unhealthily in the
firelight. The room was very close, full of pink casement cloth, and
china ornaments. She had not minded the carpet: she had decorated the
room to suit it. On the mantelpiece stood many photographs of creatures
stoutly whaleboned about the throat or heavily whiskered and collared
according to sex; and alone on top of the book-case was set the
incongruous lovely photograph of a girl with curly bobbed hair. The
large eyes laughed at you mischievously: the face insisted on being
looked at--a soft face, sensuous and wilful, with a wide bow of a mouth;
the smile a trifle consciously sweet, but irresistible.
‘Oh, how pretty!’ said Judith delightedly.
‘My sister Freda,’ said Mabel. ‘Yes, she’s generally admired.’ She
glanced suspiciously at Judith, as if to intercept the look of one
saying incredulously: ‘_Your_ sister?’ But Judith only looked dreamy.
For which minded most: Mabel because Freda was so pretty, or Freda
because Mabel was so repulsive? Or were they fond of each other, sharing
confidences and joking about Freda’s lovers?... And was Freda vain and
heartless or....
‘Here’s your cocoa,’ said Mabel. ‘Drink it hot.’
It was thick and syrupy, and Judith gave up after a few sips; but Mabel
drank hers with obvious relish and ate doughnuts greedily out of a bag.
And did Mabel’s mother console her by saying she was proud to have a
clever daughter at College?--because she couldn’t say, for instance,
with any truth: ‘Your hair, Mabel, is of a much finer quality than
Freda’s’--there was nothing of that sort to be said. Or did she pet
Freda and neglect Mabel?...
‘I really must go now,’ said Judith. ‘Thank you very much. Good-night.’
‘Would you like to go for a walk with me on Sunday after church? We
might go and hunt for pretty autumn leaves and berries. I always think
they make a room look so bright....’
‘Thank you very much.’
College leaves, college berries, picked with Mabel....
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