Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Julian and Charlie had terrible quarrels. Julian was always quite quiet:
only his eyes and tongue snapped and bit. He was dreadfully sarcastic.
The quiet things he said lashed and tortured Charlie to screaming
frenzies; and he would give a little dry bit of laugh now and then as
he observed the boiling up of his brother. Once they fought with croquet
mallets on the lawn, and even Mariella was alarmed. And once Charlie
picked up an open penknife and flung it. Julian held his hand up. The
knife was stuck in the palm. He looked at it heavily, and a haggard sick
horror crept over his face and he fainted with a bang on the floor.
Everybody thought he was dead. But the grandmother said ‘Nonsense’ when
Martin went to her and announced the fatality; and she was right. After
she had revived and bandaged him, poor trembling Charlie was sent in to
apologise. Later all the others went in, full of awe and reverence, and
everybody was rather embarrassed. Charlie was a trifle hysterical and
turned somersaults and threw himself about, making noises in his throat.
Everybody giggled a lot with the relief, and Julian was very gentle and
modest on the sofa. After that Julian and Charlie were better friends
and sometimes called each other ‘Old chap.’
Once at a children’s gymkhana that somebody had, Charlie fell down; and
when he saw a trickle of blood on his knee he went white and began to
whimper. He never could bear blood. Some of the gymkhana children looked
mocking and whispered, and Julian came along and told them to shut up,
very fiercely. Then he patted Charlie on the back and said: ‘Buck up,
old chap,’ and put an arm round him and took him up to the house to be
bandaged. Judith watched them going away, pressed close to each other,
the backs of their heads and their thin childish shoulders looking
lonely and pathetic. She thought suddenly: ‘They’ve no Mother and
Father;’ and her throat ached.
Charlie sometimes told you things. Once, after one of the quarrels,
chucking pebbles into the river, he said:
‘It’s pretty rotten Julian and me always quarreling.’
‘But it’s his fault, Charlie.’
‘Oh, I dare say it’s just as much mine.’
Magnanimous Charlie.
‘Oh no, he’s so beastly to you. I think he’s a horrid boy.’
‘Rot! What do you know about it?’ he said indignantly. ‘He’s ripping
and he’s jolly clever too. Much cleverer than me. He thinks I’m an awful
ass.’
‘Oh, you’re not.’
‘Well he thinks so,’ he said gloomily. ‘I expect I am.’
It was terrible to see him so depressed.
‘_I_ don’t think so, Charlie.’ Then fearfully plunging: ‘I wish you were
_my_ brother.’
He hurled a pebble, watched it strike the water, got up to go and said
charmingly:
‘Well, I wish you were my sister.’
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