Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Judith listened, asked questions, sympathized, cheered her with offers
of notes and essays; tucked her into bed with an effort at motherliness;
and flew with a light heart back to Jennifer.
The curate ... at all costs, she must _not_ tell Jennifer about the
curate.
7
The long days of May stretched out before Judith and Jennifer. Each day
was a fresh adventure in the open air, and work an unimportant and
neglected nuisance. For weeks the weather remained flawless. Life
narrowed to a wandering in a green canoe up small river-channels far
from the town, with Jennifer paddling in wild bursts between long
periods of inaction. To all Judith’s offers of help she answered firmly
that a woman should never depart from her type.
They landed finally and made ready to bathe.
‘Off, off, you lendings!’ cried Jennifer. ‘Do you know, darling, that
comes home to me more than anything else in all Shakespeare? I swear,
Judith, it seems much more natural to me to wear no clothes.’
She stood up, stretching white arms above her head. Her cloud of hair
was vivid in the blue air. Her back was slender and strong and
faultlessly moulded.
‘Glorious, glorious Pagan that I adore!’ whispered the voice in Judith
that could never speak out.
Beside Jennifer she felt herself too slim, too flexible, almost
attenuated.
‘You are so utterly lovely,’ Jennifer said, watching her.
They swam in cool water in a deep circular pool swept round with
willows, and dried themselves in the sun.
They spent the afternoon in the shade of a blossoming may bush. All
round them the new green of the fields was matted over with a rich and
solid layer of buttercup yellow. Jennifer lay flat on her back with the
utter relaxed immobility of an animal, replenishing her vitality through
every nerve.
Slowly they opened books, dreamed through a page, forgot it at once,
laid books aside; turned to smile at each other, to talk as if there
could never be enough of talking; with excitement, with anxiety, as if
to-morrow might part them and leave them for ever burdened with the
weight of all they had had to tell each other.
Judith crept closer, warming every sense at her, silent and utterly
peaceful. She was the part of you which you never had been able to untie
and set free, the part that wanted to dance and run and sing, taking
strong draughts of wind and sunlight; and was, instead, done up in
intricate knots and overcast with shadows; the part that longed to look
outward and laugh, accepting life as an easy exciting thing; and yet was
checked by a voice that said doubtfully that there were dark ideas
behind it all, tangling the web; and turned you inward to grope among
the roots of thought and feeling for the threads.
You could not do without Jennifer now.
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