Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life StoryLe Feuvre, Amy
Religion
Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life Story
Le Feuvre, Amy
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Man-women relationships -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
'Indeed!' he said lightly, 'is it a question of dress? What is the
difficulty?'
'No, it is not that. I want to tell you now, for I think it may save
difficulties afterwards. I do not wish to lead a gay life: I cannot go
to dances or theatres with an easy conscience. Don't think it a mere
whim or passing fancy; it is a matter of principle with me. I have
given myself to God for His service, and I look at everything in that
light, and from that standpoint.'
General Forsyth looked amused.
'Don't put so much tragedy in your tone, child! Since when have you
taken up these peculiar notions?'
'About two or three months ago,' I replied. 'It has made a great
difference in my life. I thought if I explained my reason to you, you
would not press me to go to things which are thoroughly distasteful to
me.'
'If it is only a couple of months since you formed these views, I think
you will find that time will alter them, Hilda. I should like to state
to you that, according to your father's will, I am to have full control
of your money until you marry, or if that does not occur soon, until
you are thirty years of age. After that you are your own mistress.
Are you aware of this?'
'I did not quite understand it so,' I said, wondering at the turn our
conversation was taking.
'I tell you this because it explains our position towards each other.
So much for the terms of the will. Now for what will touch you closer:
I was with your father when he died in India; he was one of my dearest
friends, as you know, and on his dying bed he made me promise that when
your education was finished I should look after you as one of my own
daughters, see that you were given every advantage due to the position
in society that he meant you to occupy, and in fact be to you what he
would have been had he lived. I know what his views were for you, and
those views I shall conscientiously try to further whilst you are with
me. I shall not countenance for a moment your hiding away from friends
of your parents, and others with whom I wish you to associate. A time
will come when you will thank me for my firmness now, and for refusing
to allow you to sacrifice all your prospects in life to some morbid
fancies that you must have picked up in some Dissenting chapel.'
I was silent for a moment, then I said,--
'I think my father would have wished me to be happy, General Forsyth; I
cannot go against my conscience in this matter, it would make me
wretched. I do feel very grateful to you for giving me a home; but
indeed I would rather go away and earn my own living than lead the life
you have planned out for me.'
'We will not discuss the matter further,' said General Forsyth icily;
'I have told you my wishes on the subject. If I am to treat you as one
of my own daughters, you will accompany them wherever they go. I am
accustomed to be obeyed in my own house, and I do not think you will
deliberately oppose my wishes for you.'
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