Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life Story — John Shaqi
Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life StoryLe Feuvre, Amy
Religion
Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life Story
Le Feuvre, Amy
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Man-women relationships -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
Hugh laughed. 'I never argue with women, or I would show you how
faulty your statements are. But never mind. I would rather see a girl
take serious views of life than fritter it away as most do. You mean
well, and live up to your light. Now would you like to have a look
through my telescope?'
I assented; but I could not help wondering how much or how little Hugh
really did believe. Nothing could be kinder than his explanations of
the different planets and stars that we looked out upon, and for a full
hour I was engrossed in gazing at various constellations above. I had
always been interested in astronomy, and Hugh was very lucid as well as
patient in giving me a great deal of fresh information. I listened and
gazed breathlessly, and at last came away from the telescope with a
deep-drawn breath of regret.
'It is so lovely; it seems to carry one quite away from earth
altogether: the infinite space stretching away and away. Oh, Mr.
Forsyth, you do not doubt the existence of God, do you?'
'No; I believe in a Supreme Being. I am not such an utter unbeliever
as that.'
'I should hardly think any one who studied astronomy could believe that
the universe was made by chance. Isn't there some spot in the Pleiades
which is the centre of the whole solar system? I remember seeing some
article about it once, and I like to think of heaven there.'
He smiled, but changed the conversation, and we did not touch on
serious subjects again. When I prayed that night, I especially
remembered Hugh; it seemed so sad to me that he was only using his
intellect to try and discover flaws in the Bible, and prove to himself
and others that some of the most important truths in Christianity were
only popular superstitions.
Nelly had told me much about him; for though he kept himself aloof a
great deal from the girls, every now and then he would unbend, and, as
he had done this night, would take them into his study and interest
them with his telescope and conversation.
But I resolved not to read any of his books. I felt I dared not
wilfully go into such temptation; and when, as I was leaving him, he
asked me if I would like the loan of a few, I answered, 'No, thank you,
I would rather not. I am not a dissatisfied, restless soul that is
seeking for the truth. I have found it, and am happy in it.'
'You are a very self-satisfied soul, at all events,' he said.
I coloured up, for I had been feeling a little self-righteous as I
mentally condemned him for his free-thinking opinions.
'I ought not to be satisfied,' I said in a contrite voice, 'with self;
but I am satisfied with Christ.'
And then I left him.
Nelly was very full of the delightful evening they had spent, when I
saw her the next morning, and I listened and tried to take an interest
in her account, for I knew how she loved to talk about such things; but
I heard nothing to make me regret my choice.
'Captain Gates left us that afternoon. As he was wishing us all
good-bye, he turned to me and said:
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