E. P. Roe: Reminiscences of his LifeRoe, Mary A. (Mary Abigail)
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E. P. Roe: Reminiscences of his Life
Roe, Mary A. (Mary Abigail)
Roe, Edward Payson, 1838-1888
"Late one night, when the certainty of death was apparent, they
sent for me, and we three had a long, calm talk in the dim, crowded
ward. The brave, true soldier did not regret that he had entered
his country's service, though it cost him so dearly, but he spoke a
few words in regard to those who caused the war that must ever hang
upon them like millstones. Turning to his young wife with an
affection beautiful to look upon, he said:--
"'Mary, you have prepared me to die, now you must go home and do
the same for your poor mother.'
"These brief words revealed a world of meaning. She had not been
sitting at his side in helpless pain, looking with fearful eyes
into the dreary future when she should be alone and dependent with
her child in a cold, selfish world. Forgetting her own heart-break,
she had been untiring in her efforts to brighten his pathway down
into the dark valley with the hope of heaven. God had blessed her
angel work, for he seemed a Christian. I went away from that
bedside more awed than if I had come from the presence of a king.
"Early one morning I was hastily summoned to the ward. It was
crowded and confused. The last hours had now come. The artery had
broken away beyond remedy, and from the ghastly wound the poor
man's life-blood poured away in torrents, crimsoning the floor far
and near. His face was pale and wild, for death had come at last in
an awful form. In mistaken kindness they had kept his wife from
him, fearing the effect of the scene upon her. Drawn by her frantic
cries to the ward-master's room, I went and said to her--'My poor
friend, you can go to your husband, but for his sake you must be
perfectly calm. We can do nothing for him if he is excited.' For
his sake, ah! yes, for his sake she could do anything, even master
the whirlwind of sorrow at her heart. In a moment she became as
quiet and gentle as a lamb, and crept noiselessly to his side. The
man rallied and lived a short time, and husband and wife were left
alone. We may well draw the veil over that last solemn farewell.
"For a brief space the pair sat on the shores of time, the extreme
cape and promontory of life. All around rolled the ocean of
eternity. Then one went forward into the unknown, and the curtain
between the two worlds fell. In wild agony she clasped his lifeless
form. The ward-master sought tenderly to lift her and lead her
away. For a moment the tempest in her soul found expression and she
sprang upon him like a tigress. Then came again the strange,
unnatural calm like that when the Master said, 'Peace, be still!'
Quietly, thoughtfully she made all her arrangements and soon went
northward to her dying mother, taking the precious dust of him she
had loved with her, and we saw her no more. But her sad, pale,
patient face will haunt me through life.
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