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Eva’s restless glance passed from object to object in the room. The
stony eyes of the elderly lady remained fixed on her. What, she must
have asked herself with natural irritation, would be accomplished by
meeting an eye of stone? She said: “He doesn’t say.” She looked as if
she might scream: I knew that she would scream, if Mrs. Van Suydam
emitted her equivocal “Humph! Indeed!” To obviate this, I imagined,
she rushed along with “I wished to--I thought it wise to talk it over
with you.” She must have seen that Mrs. Van Suydam was making it
impossible to talk over anything; but she must also, and immediately,
have realized that she had come here because above all things she
wished to break through the crust of this old lady’s resistance, to win
from her one word of understanding, one softened glance of sympathy.
Her desire was futile; and I saw that, in order to avert tears of
weakness, of dashed hopes that only this minute she had possibly
clearly acknowledged to herself, she began talking frantically. “You
are a woman! You are a woman, too! And you’ve been married! You must
have married a man like Nick! You could understand, if you would!”
“And what, pray, am I to understand? I trust that it isn’t a question
of a divorce?” But in her eyes, which for a second blazed straight at
her daughter-in-law, there was every question between man and woman and
her revulsion to the majority of them; and by her swift advancing of
her assurance that no such thing could be in the wind she proved its
presence in her mind.
Eva’s repudiation of this contingency, while springing from selfishness
which was on the other side of the fence from that of Mrs. Van Suydam,
was of a like strength of purpose. “I assure you that there has never
been a question of such a thing coming about. This is a matter of
business solely.”
“Business? Well, that,” asserted Mrs. Van Suydam untruthfully, “is
beyond my province. I don’t--really--grasp what you mean to infer, by
mentioning business in connection with my son’s wife going to a place
like Hollywood.”
“It is purely a question of money,” Eva explained earnestly. She leaned
forward, eagerly searching the face of the elder woman.
“Yes?” Mrs. Van Suydam injected into the monosyllable her inbred
distaste for social mention of finances. She turned to me. “Mrs. Avery,
I cannot express my regret that you should have been brought--against
your will, I am sure!--into a discussion of this sort.”
“If you will let me explain----” the young woman began.
Mrs. Van Suydam made a careless gesture of repudiation. “Not called
for.”
Once more leaning forward eagerly, Eva said on a rush of desire to be
friends: “You mean that you do understand--you do really understand?”
“My dear Eva,” Mrs. Van Suydam suddenly attacked her, “why do you
always explain? Is it because you suspect that you are--usually--wrong?”
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