New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Spouses -- Fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
Eva was fast becoming diverted from her object in coming here. She
stirred restlessly. It must have popped into her head that she might
better take her leave without more fumbling. But she made a valiant
attempt to have her say. “It means, simply, that I must--I intend--to
tell you why I’ve made up my mind to go to Hollywood to make some
money.” And her tone, and the sparkle of her eye, said “So there!” She
knew that she was being held off; she must have felt sure that the
older woman would not listen to what she had to say; and she came back
with a counter-attack: “Why is it that you refuse to listen to me?” It
seemed to have occurred to her that if she stared hard enough she could
compel not only the old lady but herself to go through with it.
If Mrs. Van Suydam felt the force of Eva’s will, she gave no evidence
of it. She said: “I can give you no advice about schemes for making
quick money, as I believe it is called.” The faint lines of her
distaste engraved themselves around her mouth. “I can give you no
advice because I can conceive of no situation in which a wife should
not defer to the advice of her husband; and this I imagine you haven’t
done.” She smiled shrewdly. “Besides, it’s quite evident to me that
you’ve already made up your mind.”
Eva brooded drearily over the fire which crackled so genially and with
such a warmth of home. Something within her intelligence must have
said: “There’s nothing here for you.” And something else, deeper than
her intelligence, saddened her, while instinct warned her: “Get out
of this, now you know that this old woman has the power to shake you.
Preserve your future, at any cost.” This, I was sure, she considered
her integrity of purpose. She sprang to her feet and stood firmly; and
in her kindling eye I saw her thankfulness that her feet were able to
uphold her so steadily. She began her charge against this old woman. “I
see no difference,” she said with scorn, “between you and my friends.
You hold me off, and it’s for the identical reason that they hold me
off.”
Mrs. Van Suydam, who had at once revealed that she was not unprepared
for this change of mood, now raised her eyebrows in delicate detached
amusement. “I had never dreamed,” she murmured, “that the day would
come when I should be compared to ‘artists’.”
Eva was, however, in the full fling of her resentment. “You belittle me
in order to aggrandize Nick’s puny little talent! That’s what it comes
down to! You know it’s true: I can see in your eyes,” she wound up on
a high note of triumph that rang through the room, “that you know it’s
true!”
They had now reached a point over which I had vainly speculated. Did
his family appreciate Nicholas’ career as an architect? I sat more
alertly in my distant chair.
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