New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Spouses -- Fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
I glanced up at Anthony Bloodgood and met his embarrassed eyes. He was
twisting the ends of his moustache. Gertrude, too, was confused; that
she was about to lose her way on a path that she nevertheless chose
to follow was revealed by a heavy flush which added nothing to her
somewhat robust good looks. I realized that they were bent on talking
about Eva’s marriage, and that Anthony at least would never acknowledge
that this was by design. He strolled along with his easy grace, in the
fashion of young men who from the nursery have been fed and clothed,
exercised and mildly entertained, by rule; only his uneasy eyes gave
him away. Walking, therefore, between two painfully self-conscious
persons, I tried to be jaunty about it, a difficult part to play
towards flanking superiority in height.
In the tiny triangle exposed between the edges of a fur coat and a
bright scarf, Gertrude’s throat showed convulsed: like an adolescent,
she tried to swallow her agitation. She said, pitching herself into
speech and being, as always, devastating: “I don’t want you to think we
eavesdropped.”
“Eavesdropped?”
“You both spoke loudly,” she explained.
Of course we had; all of us did, becoming more animated as we agreed or
disagreed more definitely. I smiled; had she been imaginative, always
we must have reminded her of a mob scene on the stage; we must have
seemed without direction, to be getting nowhere and, in truth, to be
indifferent where we might eventually bring up.
“I know most of you. And naturally I knew what you were talking
about,” said Gertrude. And vaguely she fell upon another point. “I
don’t know how any of you talk at home.” Her voice was uneasy, and a
little shocked. We must have given her an impression of strain, of
frustration, of dissatisfaction because of constant striving, of a
profound unhappiness because within us she detected no repose--with
her, the basis of all happiness. The thing before her must have seemed
to be energy engendered by the activity itself, and she would have been
very nearly right.
Her nearness to hitting it made my smile sarcastic. “I’m so sorry that
I must leave you here. I have some shopping to do.”
She was surprised. She opened her eyes widely. “But I thought we would
have a talk, because I heard you say to Mr. Glidden that you were going
to walk across to Sutton Place.”
This made me laugh, and I said more amiably: “The truth is, I don’t
wish to discuss Eva Litchfield, who is a friend of mine.”
Her eyes filled with tears, and she looked away. “Oh, I know that. I
know that, Mrs. Avery. But then, you see, Nick is a friend of ours.”
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