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I regarded Gertrude with a quickened interest: was love, then, such a
stimulus that she was becoming perceptive? For she said now: “I beg
your pardon, Mrs. Avery, for repeating it--but Mrs. Van Suydam said
something else. She said that she had always fancied artists were weak
creatures, and that she was now afraid that Nick was weaker than his
new friends. This was what frightened her, I suspect.” But her thoughts
becoming confused, she gave her little gasp and started again. “She
said that in Eva’s friends she seemed to have discovered a toughness
of fibre, a tenacity of aim, and the will to succeed. This was what
frightened her, I think,” she wound up.
Anthony Bloodgood was surprised. He expostulated with Gertrude: “I
didn’t know she felt that way about that bounder Mapes. How could he
affect her? It seemed to me that it was Eva who knocked her breath
out. I remember I came up and told her that Nick was coming. I
explained that he hadn’t known she was there because he was talking to
Eva Litchfield. And she looked dashed, to me. I mean, the name, Eva
Litchfield, seemed to do something to her. I give you my word, she
almost jumped!”
They disputed above my head, leaving me free to do the thing that all
along I had known I would do: I began attributing to Mrs. Van Suydam
those reactions that she should have felt and that I was sure she had
felt in the depths of her bosom so decently restricted by its buckram
and black silk. The name, Eva Litchfield, tolling in her head when the
young man had ceased speaking, must have drawn together into a design
all her premonitions of disaster. This triumphant name took possession
of her imagination, seemed, at once, to become part of her life because
it menaced her son. So strong must this feeling have been--so swayed
by it must she instantly have become--that the garish reception rooms
might have darkened. I was sure that she felt old, and helpless, in
face of this victorious name. She must have closed her eyes, in her
temporary weakness, before opening them to gaze profoundly at her son.
In my game of visualizing this fragmentary story, I said to myself:
What a gorgeous scene! In her son’s bright blue eyes she must have
seen what she had always seen in their sparkling depths, belief that
life would be good to him. Sure that his mother adored him--sure that
the girl walking beside him was the most exquisite creature in the
world--convinced, as every man has been convinced at one time, that
the two women he loved would love each other--Nicholas must almost
have hurried in his eagerness to bring them together. But his mother’s
mind, leaping beyond this appeal, fastened upon Spencer Mapes’ looming
fixed regard. She sat, therefore, upon her sofa composed to all outward
seeming, smiling at her son and his companion and meeting the eyes of
neither; for she was engaged in her duel with Spencer Mapes.
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