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On her own part, she looked at us and refused to see us. About her
there was something of the lone knight girded for the combat. Her
purpose was so definite that by it she was set aside from the people
who aimlessly charged past; she waited for an opponent upon whom the
eyes of her mind were already fixed. I think that we might have
talked about her at the top of our lungs and she would not have
stirred a muscle of her face, so bent was she on an exact aim. She
was a force which had surged in on us. We felt her presence. But I
got the impression that in spite of the opposition of her ignoring
quiescence she watched us. She feared something; and that she refused
to acknowledge the existence of this apprehension did not minimize it.
On some one issue she had staked a thing so big that she quailed at the
failure she had not yet in her soul acknowledged to be possible. Her
hands, in too-small white gloves, clasped each other so tightly that
the kid stretched, and drew, and bulged. But her face was composed--old
ivory in its hard finish. Her decorous feet, in high buttoned boots,
rested side by side, and it was evidently with an effort of her muscles
that she kept them so properly on the floor; for she was by now seated
on one of those dreadful hotel sofas that are slippery and are too
high. About her there was something charming, and something forbidding,
and through all, and arising from the cause of all, this emanation of
terror. I got the idea that she forbade us to approach her because of
this terror. But what that would touch her could we bring down on her?
Molly Underhill suggested: “She does look like a scared rat.” She
looked like nothing of the sort; her fear was not fear of the fight but
of what might cause the fight.
James Pomeroy said that he took his hat off to her. “I never before saw
such iron self-control. Do you notice that she doesn’t tap her foot on
the floor, as all women under stress do? For you’ll admit that she’s
under stress?”
The Englishman undertook to explain her: he also was analysing her for
future use. “I have an old aunt,” he began. “That generation of nice
old ladies had no use for their own sex. You notice that her attention
is riveted on Spencer Mapes? Oh--unobtrusively, delicately; but with
such passion of feeling!”
“Spence wouldn’t see her even if she were younger. We all
know--although we deny it, and can’t after all explain the
ramifications of it--that he has eyes for no one besides Eva
Litchfield. I’m not sure it’s love----” speculated Florence Quincy, who
did not care. This was an old question with us; none of us cared; but,
not necessarily with viciousness but with the greatest persistence, we
dissected Spencer Mapes’ intentions towards Eva.
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