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Someone laughed; it was James Pomeroy. He asked about the state of my
soul; but it was my legs which were in a bad way, I told him. “What you
need is to confess to me,” said Pomeroy. “What are your secret sins?
They must be black, for I’ve never caught you out in one.” I said that
we must have reticences. But I was studying the reticences of Nicholas
Van Suydam, who stood amongst us and was not of us. His frowning
concentration on the problem of Eva had been intensified by my remarks;
he stood in thought, his eyes the only sign that he recognized our
swarming presence.
Pomeroy said in an undertone: “I wouldn’t offer a penny for your
thoughts: I know them. If you will study the life of the outsider, why
don’t you take it lightly and get some amusement out of it? Watch how
I do it--for instance.” He had brought to this party a young girl,
Priscilla Swords, to whom God had given a face and called it a day,
according to Molly Underhill. Her widely smiling prettiness made us
uneasy, so that we had huddled away from her. Pomeroy said to her:
“Darling! Act pretty for the ladies?”
Priscilla said sweetly: “It’s such a nice party, Jimmie.”
He said to me: “You see? It’s beautiful ingenuousness that redeems
the casual stranger in our midst. Van Suydam hasn’t beautiful
ingenuousness.”
One could never tell whether Nicholas had overheard what he was not
supposed to hear, or whether from association with Eva he arrived at
the same point in his cogitations that we reached by talk: he had a
disconcerting way of chiming in. He said, now: “You’ve given me an
idea, Dinah. Eva can’t help it. Therefore I am taking her home.” He
pushed his way to the stairs, and was lost to our sight in the beehive
of the second floor.
“I might as well go too,” I announced; and relinquished the console.
It was dreadful, upstairs. Florence, allowing all to kiss her, found
time to tell me that she wondered what life was all about. Charles
Glidden danced with a cream-coloured siren and, whilst clasping her
with splendid histrionic ability, stared with his customary detachment
at the various piquancies of the crowd. Molly Underhill languished in
the arms of the young boy who had wanted her never to stop talking.
Winnie Conant danced with her Addis, and called out to me: “I feel
immoral!” I stood in the doorway feebly repulsing a powdered youth who
wished to confide his ideas on taste; I was not receptive to Glidden’s
suggestion, shouted to me as he whirled slowly past with the siren:
“Get out and stick pins in people and watch them kick. Everyone kicks
differently. It’s very amusing. The pins, of course you understand,
must be mental pricks.”
Someone at my elbow said distinctly: “This is a brothel.” It was
Nicholas Van Suydam. He had not yet found Eva. But through a rift in
the dancing crowd I saw her; her face was as white and exhausted as all
others in the room. Spencer Mapes made it plain that he looked after
her.
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