New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Spouses -- Fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
I had no intention of meeting her; but I went--possibly from a fear
that otherwise I should miss the key note. I went from a magazine
editor’s office--where there were gay curtains at outside windows and
gayer flowers on the desk--to the inner cubicle of all publishers:
the waiting-room nicely calculated to break the nerve of the most
recalcitrant. I found Nicholas Van Suydam already in waiting on Eva. He
was seated on a comfortable sofa, but he looked half his usual size;
even his long legs were shorter. The atmosphere of the cubicle was
heavy with the suspended breathing of those on the rack, and Nicholas
glanced furtively at persons whom he did not recognize but whom he
assumed to be authors in various stages of expectancy. A young fellow
clutched to his breast a manuscript that could only be his first. A
frowsy female, by the force of her determination, held down a reluctant
secretary while she pointed out the best passages in her book which
was still in the relatively happy state of not having been rejected.
The bored head of a department shared a corner with a gentleman who
preached on the excellencies of a work that so far was in his head
and on charts which he spread over their united knees. A small though
firm woman said: “I insist on speaking to the young man who changed my
commas in my last book.” Over the partition separating the cubicle from
the main office there came the high-pitched irritation of typewriters.
The activity of book publishing leapt the partition, and fell upon
the heads of those who wrote books and weakened their stamina by its
superior organization.
I said: “She asked me here. She said she simply had to speak to me.”
He said: “She asked me here. She said she simply had to see me.”
The fact that we had reached the point where in concert we laughed at
his wife and my friend broke upon us at the same time, and we stopped
laughing to curiously inspect each other. But I knew that he was going
to tell me almost as much as she would have told.
He remarked inadequately that we had been seeing each other at teas,
and as I let this pass without comment he continued: “You look like a
meditative kitten. Have you been saying to yourself that I am a lazy
devil? But I’ve always found late afternoon in New York a maddening
time of day. I want to hurry home, and call out through the darkening
house ‘Where are you, Eva?’ And Eva goes to teas, at this eerie hour.
If I don’t go with her, I am assailed by loneliness. Dark, in the
street outside. You know how it looks, down there, very late in the
afternoon; I called your attention to it, the last time you were down.”
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