As he stood before her Philippa was able for the first time to notice
the personal appearance of this man--this total stranger who was laying
his very heart bare to her bewilderment. He stood above the usual
height and was thin to emaciation, but with something virile and active
about him which belied the apparent delicacy of his frame. His face
was pale and worn, and his hair, which was quite white, accentuated the
darkness of his deep-set eyes. He was clean-shaven and his mouth was
perhaps rather hard, but it softened to tenderness as he spoke. His
whole form seemed to radiate with his feeling of joy in the reunion--a
strength of feeling dominating and triumphing over any bodily weakness.
As he moved his position slightly, the light fell more fully upon his
face, and she saw the line of a deep scar running from cheekbone to
temple. Instinctively she wondered what fearful wound he could have
sustained to leave a mark like that.
He was dressed for the evening, but wore a black velvet smoking jacket
in place of the formal dress coat. It was impossible to tell his age.
His figure might have been that of a man of five-and-twenty, but his
face and hair might signify another ten or even fifteen years.
He ceased speaking, and with his last words a feeling of sudden emotion
almost choked Philippa. It was as if the unreality of it all was
passing away, and the knowledge came to her that she, Philippa, was
listening to the outpourings of a man's inmost heart, of a love not
intended for her. She had no right to listen. What was she doing
here? She rose quickly.
"I must go now," she said, trying to control her voice and speak as if
nothing unusual had occurred. She was so bewildered, it seemed the
only way to treat the impossible situation. "I must go now. It is
getting late." Even as she spoke the words their utter banality
irritated her, but what could she do?
He moved forward. "Is it late?" he said. "Have I kept you too long?
But you will come again to-morrow?" He took her hands, which were
hanging nerveless at her sides--took them and held them close. "You
will come?" he whispered passionately. "Ah, dear love! the shadows
when you do not come!"
It was impossible to resist the appeal in his look and voice. "I will
come," she answered very low.
He raised her hands and kissed first one and then the other.
"Good-night," he said tenderly. "God guard you, my dear love!"
Philippa broke from him, and turning swiftly, opened the door and
passed out. Then she stopped abruptly, startled. On the threshold a
woman was standing, a woman of advanced years and rather stern
appearance. She wore a dark gown, and her grey hair was covered with a
cap of some soft white material. She moved aside to allow the girl to
pass, and then said in a cold and perfectly emotionless voice, "I will
show you to your room."
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