"Well she came, and she went to his room. He had been calling her just
before, and when she came he did not know her. He was very ill that
day, and he was wandering, and when he saw her he talked some childish
nonsense about his boyhood.
"She didn't say a word as she came out, but that evening my lady spoke
to her, and told her that she must have patience, that he would be
better soon; but she only said, 'He is terribly disfigured.' Those
were her very words. Not a word for the pity of it, or of comfort for
his poor mother.
"The next morning his mind was clearer, and again he asked for her.
She went to him, but she wouldn't go in without my lady went with her.
He was lying quite still, but after a minute he opened his eyes and
said, 'Phil, darling! where have you been? There is a nest in the
holly-bush. I'll show it you after breakfast.' Of course it was just
rambling talk, but the doctors said that the fact of his knowing her
was a hopeful sign.
"She never spoke to him, or answered him as one must answer sick folk
when they have fancies. She went away again the next day. My lady
tried to reason with her--she thought she was frightened; but it was no
use, she wouldn't listen.
"Then, after a few more days, my lady wrote. I saw the letter. It was
pitiful, just a cry from her breaking heart imploring her to come back,
saying that without her Mr. Francis would never get well. She wrote
back saying that she would come when he was right in his mind. She
just seemed determined not to understand that his mind never could get
clear while he was fretting for her night and day. That is
two-and-twenty years ago last June, and he has waited for her coming
ever since."
"But I cannot understand it," said Philippa. "I cannot understand any
woman not coming to the man she loved, however crazed he was. He
wanted her!"
"Ah, that was just it!" answered Mrs. Goodman sadly. "I knew it all
along, but my lady would not believe it until she was forced to do so.
She never loved him; and it was proved at last, for about six months
later she wrote to my lady and said she considered herself free--that
of course it was dreadfully sad, but that she could not spend her life
engaged to a hopeless invalid. Just a month after that she was
married."
"Married!" echoed Philippa.
"She ran away with some man her family didn't approve of. She never
had a heart, hadn't Miss Philippa."
"Then why did she become engaged to Francis Heathcote--if she did not
care about him?"
"Well, you see, he was rich and very handsome, and there were plenty of
young ladies who would have been glad to marry him. He was madly in
love with her!"
"Where was my father in those days? Do you know?"
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