It was unfortunate that Mr. Harford, with all his love for his child,
had been unable to guard her from the experience, which could not fail
to be hurtful to one of her over-sensitive nature, but he had been
absent on a special mission at the time. Philippa's attitude towards
the world in general, and towards men in particular, was changed; it
became one of amused toleration. Men were interesting, certainly, and
pleasant companions, but were not to be taken seriously or to be
believed in.
Since then several eligible suitors had presented themselves, but they
had never succeeded in convincing Philippa of their sincerity, and Mrs.
Harford, whose idea of a good mother was one who successfully married
off her daughter in her first, or at least her second, season, was
doomed to disappointment.
Since her father's death Philippa had been with her mother, living in
Paris, or Dresden, or on the Riviera, as the elder lady's wayward mind
directed. Mrs. Harford, who had mourned her husband with all sincerity
for longer than her friends anticipated, had recently married again.
Philippa had just bade good-bye to the bridal pair, and seen them start
off on their journey to St. Petersburg, where her stepfather, who was,
as her father had been, in the Diplomatic Service, was attached to the
Embassy as First Secretary.
She had no anxiety with regard to her mother's choice, nor fortunately
did she feel any resentment that her beloved father should have been so
easily replaced in her mother's affections. She realised clearly that
Mrs. Harford, or, as we should call her now, Lady Lawson, having all
her life depended absolutely on a man's care, was lost and unhappy
without it, and she could only feel grateful that her choice had fallen
on a man entirely able to give her all she wanted, and, so far as the
future could be foretold, to make her life happy.
At all events her mother would continue in the same surroundings that
she had enjoyed for many years, and in a position which she would
undoubtedly fill to her own and every one else's satisfaction.
To be honest, Philippa, although fond of her mother, had found the last
year or two very trying. For some time after her father's death their
mutual grief and loss had drawn the two near together, but as Mrs.
Harford's powers of enjoyment and her love of excitement reasserted
themselves, Philippa had discovered that she was quite uninterested in
her mother's pleasures, and that they had very little in common.
A constant round of gaiety such as the older woman revelled in was
quite unsatisfying to her daughter. In consequence the girl was really
lonely. She had not yet found an outlet for her desire to be of some
use in the world, or to fill the void left by the loss of her father's
constant companionship.
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