Wilde, Oscar, 1854-1900 -- Homes and haunts -- France -- Paris
O.W. I may have said the same thing before, Robbie. (It requires a
friend to tell one so!) But my explanation, I am sure, will always be
different. And yet the one which comes at this moment seems only too
obvious. The greatest work of the imagination, for an artist, is to
create first himself, then his public. The writing of my plays and
my poems was never difficult: because they belonged to me, they came
at call. But to make my own public was a labour of Hercules. That is
what I did first. The effort lay in the fact that while one appeared
to be doing nothing, one was actually prostrated by the exertion.
I have known what it is to come back from a week-end—one of those
ordeals by tattle which the stately homes of England provide for the
passing guest—almost literally at death’s door, from which nothing but
hermetic seclusion, until the week-end following, enabled me to escape.
One of my doctors called it “heart-strain,” the other “brain-fag.”
It was really both. I remember once, on a Monday morning, missing an
unreasonably early train, and having to return for four hours to the
bosom of a ducal family, when its exhibition hours were over. It was a
charnel house: the bones of its skeleton rattled: the ghosts gibbered
and moaned. Time remained motionless. I was haunted. I could never go
there again. I had seen what man is never meant to see—the sweeping
up of the dust on which the footfall of departing pleasure has left
its print. There for two days I had been creating my public: the two
days given by God to the Jewish and the Christian world for rest; and
from that breaking of the sabbath, creator and created were equally
exhausted. The breath of life I had so laboriously breathed into their
nostrils they were getting rid of again, returning to native clay. And
yet how few understand what a life of heroism is that of an artist when
he is producing—not his art, but the receptacle which is to contain it.
That, dear friends, is why the world is to the artist so tragic. It is
always a struggle. The artist may possibly for a while mould the world;
but if the world moulds him, he has failed to become an artist, though
he may have succeeded in acquiring the Scotch accent.
L.H. You spoke just now of the artist creating a public for the
appreciation of his work; can he not also create other artists? Would
not that be the ideal aim?
O.W. Ideal, but impossible. You cannot create an artist; you can
only invent one—and it always remains a fiction. Artists—God’s last
creation, secret recipients of the Word of Life—continue to create
themselves. But invention is often tried as a substitute. I remember,
years ago, Hermann Vezin inventing an actress who was to be a second
Rachel. For years and years he continued to invent her, telling us what
to expect. Then one day he produced her....
R.R. (_after allowing the rhetorical pause its due weight_). What
happened? I don’t remember.
O.W. On the day he produced her, she ceased to exist.
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