Wilde, Oscar, 1854-1900 -- Homes and haunts -- France -- Paris
I chose it also for another and a less selfish reason. It is here I
once met a woman who was as charming as she was unfortunate, or as she
would have been, but for the grace that was in her. To say that she was
entirely without beauty is to put it mildly; but she accepted that gift
of a blind God with so candid a benevolence, and cultivated it with
so delicate an art, that it became a quality of distinction, almost of
charm. She was the _belle amie_ of a friend of mine, whose pity she had
changed to love. He brought me here to meet her, telling me of the rare
reputation she had acquired in this city of beautiful misalliances, as
being a woman of whom nobody could possibly say that she was merely
plain. And here, upon this spot, in the first few moments of our
meeting, she challenged me, in the most charming manner possible, for
that which a woman so rarely seeks to know—the truth about herself.
“Tell me, Monsieur,” she said—but no: it can only be told in French:
“Dites moi, Monsieur, si je ne suis pas la femme la plus laide à
Paris?” And for once in my life I was able to please a woman merely
by telling her the truth; and I replied, “Mais, Madame, dans tout le
monde!”
R.R. A poem, in six words! What did she say?
O.W. What could she say, Robbie? She was delighted. To that impossible
question which she had the courage to ask I had given the only
impossible answer. Upon that we became friends. How much I have wished
since that we could have met again. For the unbeautiful to have so much
grace as to become charming is a secret that is worth keeping; and one
the keeping of which I should have liked to watch. I would not have
asked to know it for myself, for then it would no more be a mystery;
but—merely to see her keeping it. In Paris (where almost everything
is beautiful), they were very happy together. Now they are gone to
America; and in that country, from which all sense of beauty has flown,
perhaps she is no longer able to keep, as a secret, that which there
would be no eyes to interpret. When I was in America, I did not dare
to tell America the truth; but I saw it clearly even then—that the
discovery of America was the beginning of the death of Art. But not
yet; no, not yet! Whistler left America in order to remain an artist,
and Mr. Sargent to become one, I believe.... But now, tell me of
England: who are the new writers I ought to be reading, but have not?
L.H. Isn’t to be told what you ought to like rather irritating?
O.W. But I did not say “like”; I said “read.” There are many things one
ought to read which one is not bound to like: Byron, Wordsworth—even
Henry James, if Robbie will allow me to say so. But tell me whom you
yourself find interesting. I shall, at least, be interested to know
why. I have already had two books—from you and your brother—which have
interested me.
L.H. Like you, as regards my own, I should be interested to know why?
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