And, as the time went on, he grew to feel the troubles somewhat less
keenly: habit reconciles us in a degree to the worst of things, no
matter what that worst may be. But he had learnt a lesson that would
last him his whole life. Never again could he become the arrogant
young fellow who thought the world was made for his especial
delectation. He had gained experience; he had found his level; he saw
what existence was worth, and that those who would be happy in it must
first learn and perform their duties in it. His very nature had
changed. Self-sufficiency, selfish indifference, had given place to
modesty, to a subdued thoughtfulness of habit, to an earnest sense of
other's needs as well as his own. Frank Raynor, with all his
sunny-heartedness and geniality, could not be more ready with a
helping hand, than was Charles. He could give nothing in money, but he
could in kind. No other discipline, perhaps, would have had this
effect upon Charles Raynor. It had made a man of him, and, if a
subdued, a good one. And so, he went on, reconciled in a degree to the
changed life after his two years' spell at it, and looking forward to
no better prospect in the future. Prospect of every sort seemed so
hopeless.
A little fresh care had come upon them this autumn, in the return of
Alice. Changes had taken place in the school at Richmond, and her
services were no longer required. Edina borrowed the advertisement
sheet of the _Times_ every morning, and caused Alice to write to any
notice that appeared likely to suit her. As yet--a fortnight had gone
on--nothing had come of it.
"No one seems to want a governess," remarked Alice one Monday morning,
as they rose from breakfast, and Charles was brushing his hat to
depart. "I suppose there are too many of us."
"By one half," assented Edina. "The field is too crowded. Some lady in
this neighbourhood recently advertised for a governess for her
daughters, directing the answers to be addressed to Jones's library,
where we get these papers. Mr. Jones told me that the first day's post
brought more than a hundred letters."
"Oh dear!" exclaimed Alice.
"The lady engaged one of the applicants," continued Edina, "and then
discovered that she was the daughter of a small shopkeeper at
Camberwell. That put her out of conceit of governesses, and she has
sent her children to school."
"I should not like to be hard, I'm sure, or to speak against any class
of people," interposed Mrs. Raynor, in her meek, deprecating voice;
"but I do think that some of the young women who came forward as
governesses would do much better as servants. These inferior persons
are helping to jostle the gentlewomen out of the governess field--as
Edina calls it."
"Will they jostle me out of it?" cried Alice, looking up in alarm.
"Oh, Charley, I wish you could hear of something for me!--you go out
into the world, you know."
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