"And I shall not be likely to make home ties for myself," went on
George Atkinson, unconscious of the anguish he was inflicting. "I
shall never marry."
"Why?" breathed Edina.
"I scarcely know why," he replied, after a pause, as if searching for
a reason. "I have never admitted the thought. I fancy I shall like a
life of change and travel best. And so--when once we part, Edina--and
that must be to-morrow, you say, though I think you might have
remained longer--it is hard to say when we shall meet again. If ever."
"Halloa, who's here? Oh, it is you, George; and Edina! Where's your
aunt? Dinner must be nearly ready."
The interruption came from brisk little Timothy Atkinson, who bounded
into the room with quick steps and his shining bald head.
As Edina turned at his entrance, George Atkinson caught the expression
of her face; the strange sadness of its eyes, its extreme pallor. She
looked like one who has received a shock. All at once a revelation
broke upon him, as if from subtle instinct. For an instant he stood
motionless, one hand pushing back his brown hair; hair that was very
much the same shade as Edina's.
"It may be better so," he said in a whisper, meeting her yearning eyes
with his earnest gaze. "At any rate, I have thought so. Better for
myself, better for all."
The tall, portly frame of Mrs. Timothy Atkinson, clothed with rich
crimson satin, rolled into the room, and the conversation was at an
end. And with it, as Edina knew, her life's romance.
"God bless you, Edina," George Atkinson said to her the next day, as
he attended her to the station with Mr. Timothy, and clasped her hand
at parting. "When I return to England in years to come--if ever I do
return--I shall find you a blooming matron, with a husband and a flock
of children about you. Farewell."
And as Edina sat back in the swiftly-speeding railway-carriage, not
striving, in these early moments of anguished awakening to do battle
with her breaking heart, she knew that the blow would last her for all
time. Dr. Raynor thought her changed when she arrived home: he
continued to think her so as the days went on. She was more quiet,
more subdued: sad, even, at times. He little knew the struggle that
was going on within her, or the incessant strivings to subdue the
recollection of the past: and from henceforth she endeavoured to make
duty her guide.
Never a word was exchanged between father and daughter upon the
subject; but probably Dr. Raynor suspected something of the truth.
About a year after Edina's return from London, a gentleman who lived a
few miles from Trennach made her an offer of marriage. It would have
been an excellent match in all respects; but she refused him. Dr.
Raynor, perhaps feeling a little vexed for Edina's sake, asked her the
reason of her rejection. "I shall never marry, papa," she answered,
her cheek flushing and paling with emotion. "Please do not let us ever
talk of such a thing; please let me stay at home with you always."
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