Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was the rose Heloise had picked for Abelard and fastened in his
buttonhole the night before, when they stood for a moment by the gate,
and he told her to watch for him on the morrow as he was to work upon
the tower. Now he was dead, and the rose, which had been so fresh and
dewy then, was wilted and crushed, and right in the centre, upon the
pure white petals, was a little drop of blood, or rather the stain of
one. Abelard’s blood, Heloise knew, and she felt a strange sickness
steal over her as she held the faded flower in her hand and gazed upon
that bright red spot, the sight of which seemed to stamp a similar mark
upon her heart, which ached and throbbed with a new pain.
“Yes, Phebe, thank you; it was kind in your mother; and now, please go;
my head is aching badly,” she said; and motioning Phebe from the room,
she thrust the blood-stained rose into her bosom and went again to her
bed, where she lay until her mother came to see what she was doing.
There were no tears on Heloise’s cheeks, no trace of them in her eyes,
but her white face told volumes to Mrs. Fordham, who laid her hand on
her daughter’s hair, saying, kindly:
“I never knew you cared so much for him. Poor boy, I am so sorry. He
looks very natural. Would you like to see him?”
“No, mother, not now,” was the answer, and that was all that passed
between them on the subject of Abelard that day.
Heloise was very sick with headache and kept her room, and at night her
mother brought her toast and tea, and tried to make her eat, and told
her how kind the Schuylers were, and what a sweet little boy Godfrey
was, and how badly he felt at Abelard’s death. He had been to see the
body, and his mother had been there, too, and Mrs. Fordham dwelt upon
her fine manners and handsome dress, and Godfrey’s velvet suit and manly
face, until Heloise felt as if she should go mad, and begged her mother
to leave her.
She hated the Schuylers one and all, for through them Abelard had met
his death, and she did not dare look into the future or question what it
had in store for her. She only felt that all the brightness of her life
had been suddenly stricken out, leaving her utterly hopeless and
desolate, and long after her mother was asleep in the next room she lay
awake wondering what she should do, and if, as she feared, it would be
necessary for her to tell. And even if it were not necessary, was it
right for her to withhold the secret which was torturing her so cruelly?
Was it just to Abelard, and did it not look as if she were ashamed of
the past as connected with him?
“I am not, darling, I am not!” she moaned; “and to-morrow, when they
lower you into the grave, I will be there, and, in a voice everybody can
hear, I’ll tell the truth, and face the entire world, mother and all.”
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