Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“No, mother, not a word, now nor ever. I can’t bear it. I almost hate
the Schuylers, and I wish I, too, was dead.”
It was not often that Heloise was thus moved, and her mother looked at
her curiously, but she said no more of the Schuylers or Abelard, and
busied herself with putting the cottage to rights and preparing a
tempting little supper for her daughter. But Heloise could not eat, and
after the supper was cleared away and her mother had taken her usual
seat upon the back porch, she crept to her side, and putting her head in
her lap, said entreatingly:
“Mother, I have something to tell you which will surprise and probably
offend you. I ought to have told it before, but I was afraid and kept
putting it off. It was wrong, I know, but it cannot now be helped.
Abelard and I were married!”
“You married to Abelard Lyle!” Mrs. Fordham exclaimed, starting back as
if a serpent had stung her.
She did not say, “I am glad then that he is dead,” but she thought it,
and the thought must have communicated itself to Heloise, for she lifted
up her head and looked reproachfully in her mother’s face, while her lip
quivered in a grieved kind of way, but she did not cry, and her voice
was steady as she said:
“Oh, mother, don’t speak so to me, as if marrying him was the most
disgraceful thing I could do. I loved him so much, and he loved me. It
was during the long voyage when I saw so much of him. You know you were
sick most of the time, and that left me to him, and he was so kind, and
before we reached New York I promised to be his wife some time, and
meant to tell you.”
“Why didn’t you, then?”
The tone was harsh and unrelenting in which Mrs. Fordham put this
question, and Heloise flushed a little and answered, hurriedly:
“It was wrong, I know, but you are, you were,—forgive me, mother,—you
are prouder, more ambitious than I am. You think I might marry a
nobleman, and I shrank from telling you for fear you would separate us
and that time you went to Hoboken and stayed a week with your friend,
Abelard persuaded me to be married. We could keep it a secret, he said,
until he had something beforehand and was in a better position.”
“Umph! As if he could rise to a better position. Child, with your face
and manner you might be the first lady in the land, instead of throwing
yourself away on a poor carpenter.”
Mrs. Fordham spoke very bitterly, and her eyes had in them a hard, angry
look, which roused all the temper there was in the young girl, who
answered, hotly:
“Abelard’s profession was an honorable one. Joseph was a carpenter.
Abelard was not to blame for being poor; one of his sisters married into
as good a family as there is in Scotland, and had he lived he would have
risen above poverty and obscurity. America has many avenues for such as
he, and I should one day have been so proud of him. Oh, my darling, my
husband!”
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