Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Then it never need be known that you made this low marriage!” Mrs.
Fordham exclaimed, in a tone of intense relief.
“Mother!”—and starting up from her crouching posture, Heloise’s eyes
flashed indignantly as she said,—“do you think I am ashamed of my love
for Abelard, or that I will consent to act a lie all my life, even if I
could do so without detection, which I cannot, for, mother, I have not
told you all; the dreadful part is to come. I—I—oh! I can’t speak it.
You _must_ know what I mean.”
Heloise was at her mother’s feet again, her hands clasped together
nervously, and her breath coming in quick, panting gasps, as she
whispered the dreadful thing she had to tell, and then fell forward on
her face, fainting entirely away.
For an instant Mrs. Fordham sat like one stunned by a heavy blow,
powerless to move or speak; but her ever-active, far-seeing mind was
busy, and before she stooped to raise her unconscious daughter, she had
come to a decision.
All her hopes for the future should not be thus blasted. Her daughter
should yet ride in the high places of the land, and should never be
known to the world as the widow of a carpenter. She repeated the last
words sneeringly, and then lifting up her child bore her to the window,
where the cool evening air could blow upon her. It was not long ere
Heloise came back to consciousness, but her face still wore the same
white, frightened look it had put on when she whispered her secret. Ere
long, however, the pallid hue changed to a scarlet flush as she listened
to her mother’s plan, and her fixed purpose to carry it out. They were
to leave Hampstead at once and go back to England, where in London they
would for a time live in obscurity, unknown to any one save those with
whom they were compelled to come in contact.
“Nobody here will believe in your marriage,” she said, as she saw
Heloise about to speak, and guessed that it was to oppose her. “Your
certificate is lost.”
“Yes, but Mr. Calvert must have a record; he would remember,” Heloise
said, faintly; and her mother replied: “Possibly; but I do not care to
have him remember. I do not wish your marriage known, and it shall not
be. Hear me, Heloise, it shall not be, I say.”
“But I cannot live a lie,” the poor girl moaned, as she rocked to and
fro, with her head bent down, and her whole attitude one of great mental
distress.
“You forget that you have been living a lie these three months past. It
is rather late now to make it a matter of conscience, and I shall not
listen to such foolishness. So far as this you may be truthful. In
England you may take his name. Lyle is better than Fordham, and for a
time you must of course pass for a married woman; after that,—I have not
decided.”
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