Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Her hand had let go its grasp of her mother’s shoulder and hung
listlessly down by her side, her eyes seemed fixed on vacancy, though in
reality they were seeing that little blue-eyed baby up in some square
room in Dorset Street, surrounded with wretchedness and poverty, while
she, the mother, was rolling in wealth, with luxury and elegance
everywhere. Truly it was a terrible picture to contemplate, but not so
terrible as the second one presented to her mind, the picture of a young
girl grown to womanhood, as that blue-eyed baby must be, and sunk,
perhaps to the lowest depths of misery and possible shame, for who was
there to teach her, to keep her feet from straying when the mother had
abandoned her? It was this which affected Edith the most, and froze her
almost to catalepsy during the moment she stood without the power to
speak or stir, her head bent forward, her hands hanging down, her eyes
fixed and glassy, and a white froth oozing from her lips, which moved at
last, and said, slowly, painfully:
“_May Heaven forgive you, mother, for I never can!_”
Another moment and Edith fell heavily across the foot of the bed, while
Mrs. Barrett’s loud shriek roused Gertie from sleep and brought her to
the room.
“It’s a fit,—she is dying,—she is dead,” Mrs. Barrett murmured, pointing
to Edith, who for hours lay in a stupor which seemed like death, and
from which nothing had power to rouse her.
Gertie had summoned help at once, and the colonel was the first in the
room, and held his fainting wife in his arms, and felt a mortal fear
steal over him when he saw the deadly paleness and the foam about the
lips, the purple rings beneath the eyes, and the head drooping so
heavily on his shoulder. It was overtasking her strength, and sitting up
so much with her mother, he thought, and the doctor thought so too, and
when before the sunsetting they buried in the cemetery the little
daughter whose eyes never opened in this world, and whom Edith never
saw, they were sure it was over-exertion at a time when she needed all
her strength, and the colonel’s affection for his mother-in-law was
_not_ perceptibly increased. _She_ had offered no explanation whatever
with regard to the fit, except that it came suddenly, when Edith was
standing by her. Indeed she was nearly distracted herself, and Gertie,
who watched by her, would not have been surprised to see her life go out
at any moment.
For some reason there seemed to be a strong prejudice in the house
against the woman. Nobody wanted to wait on her, nobody wanted to go
near her, and so Gertie became her sole nurse, though she wished so much
to be with Mrs. Schuyler, who was raving in the room across the hall,
and whom it sometimes took two men to hold.
But Gertie’s duty was plain, and she stayed with the poor old woman, who
clung to her like a child, talking strange things at times, and asking
questions hard for Gertie to answer.
“Would God forgive her sin? Was there yet hope for her?”
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