Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Edith was sitting with her mother in the little house in Caledonia
Street, when the above conversation took place. It was the day of Col.
Schuyler’s departure for Paris, and she had driven into town, with
permission to stay to tea if she liked. She had not intended to tell her
mother what had been said to her by the colonel, but when questioned of
him something in her manner excited Mrs. Barrett’s suspicion, and in her
usual forcible way she wrung from her daughter the fact that Schuyler
Hill had been offered to her and refused. To say that Mrs. Barrett was
angry would feebly express her emotions. In all her dreams for Edith she
had never hoped for anything quite equal to an alliance with Col.
Schuyler, and now that she had wilfully thrown the chance away she was
exceedingly indignant, and expressed her disapprobation in terms so
harsh and bitter that Edith, who seldom felt equal to a contest with her
mother’s fierce, strong will, roused herself at last and answered back:
“Mother, you have said enough, and you must stop now and listen to me.
You upbraid me for having thrown away the chance for which you have
waited so long, and to which you say you have shaped every act of your
life since I was born, and you accuse me of ingratitude when you have
done so much for me. Mother, for all the real good you have done me I am
grateful, and you know how gladly I will work for you so long as I have
health and strength to do so, but for the secrecy you have imposed upon
me with regard to my past life I do not thank you, and could I go
backward a few years, or had my baby lived, I would have no concealments
from the world. To me it is no shame that I was once the wife of Abelard
Lyle; the shame is that I try to hide it, and when Colonel Schuyler
asked me to be his, the truth sprang to my lips at once, and but for
that terrible choking sensation which came upon me when you took baby
away, I should have told him all.”
“And ruined your prospects forever,” Mrs. Barrett said, angrily.
“Yes, ruined them forever so far as Col. Schuyler is concerned, but that
would have mattered little,” Edith answered, proudly. “I have no love
for him; he has none for me. I asked him the question, and he could not
tell me yes. His fancy was caught, and he talked of my beauty, and
grace, and voice, and culture, and hinted that I was a fitting picture
for his handsome home in Hampstead. You saw Lady Emily once. You
remember how pale, and sallow, and thin she was. Neither gems nor rich
gay clothing could make her fair to look upon, and I have no doubt her
husband would be prouder of _me_ than he ever was of her, with all her
money and Rossiter blood, that is, if he took me as Edith Lyle, the
daughter of an English curate, and nothing more; but once let him know
the truth, as he assuredly must have known it if I had for a moment
considered his proposition,—and think you he would not have spurned with
contempt the widow of a carpenter, and that carpenter his own hired
workman?”
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