Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
“I believe you meant well, Aunt Jerry,” she said, “and perhaps some
would say you did well. You gave me a home when I had none; gave me food
and clothes, and taught me many things; but for the one great thing
which children need the most and miss the most, I did hunger so
terribly. I wanted some love, auntie; some petting, some kind, caressing
act which should tell me I was more to you than the poor orphan whom you
took from charity. But you never gave it, never laid your hand upon me
fondly, never called me a pet name, never kissed me in your life, and we
living together these dozen years. You chide me for turning so readily
to a stranger whom I had only known for a few months, and preferring him
to my own flesh and blood. Auntie, in the few months I knew Charlie
Churchill, he gave me more love, more kindness than I had ever known
from you in the twelve years we lived together, and when he asked me to
go with him, as I did, I hesitated, for I knew it was wrong; but when
your letter came threatening to bring me home, the thought of the long,
dreary winter during which scarcely a kind, pleasant word would be
spoken to me, was more than I could bear, and so I went with Charlie.”
Edna paused a moment with the hope that what she had said might bring
some expression of regret from the woman sitting so straight, and prim,
and silent in the chair near by. But it did not, and as Edna could not
see her face she never dreamed of the effect her words had produced, and
how the great lumps were swelling in her aunt’s throat, as that peculiar
woman forced down the impulse of her better nature which did prompt her
to say she had been to blame. To confess herself in error was a hard
thing for Miss Pepper to do, and glad that the darkness prevented her
niece from seeing the tear which actually rolled down her cheek, she
maintained a perfect silence while Edna told her more of Charlie, and of
her life in Chicago, and her indebtedness to Roy, and her resolve to
cancel it as well as to pay for her education if her aunt would wait
patiently till she could earn it.
“I am very tired,” she said, when she had finished her story. “I rode
all night, you know, and if you don’t mind being left alone so early, I
think I’ll go to bed. I shall find my room the same as ever, I suppose.”
Then Aunt Jerry arose and struck a light, and without looking at her
niece, said to her: “Hadn’t you better go up to the front chamber? It’s
a nicer bed, you know; nicer every way. I guess you better try it.”
This was a great concession on Aunt Jerry’s part, and Edna was touched
by it, but she preferred her old room, she said; she should not feel at
home elsewhere, and taking the candle from Aunt Jerry’s hand she said
good-night, and went up the steep, narrow stairs she had so often
climbed in childhood. As she reached the landing, Aunt Jerry called
after her:
“You’ll find a blanket in the chest if there ain’t clothes enough. You
better take it, anyway, for it is cold to-night.”
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