Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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Edna Browning; $b or, the Leighton homestead. A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
This was another olive branch, and Edna accepted it as such, and took
the blanket more to please her aunt than because she needed it. Her room
was the same as ever, with the exception of a few rolls of carpet-rags
which were lying in one corner, and at which Edna looked with a kind of
nervous dread, as if they had been cut and sewed by her own unwilling
hands. It was too dark outside to distinguish more than the faint
outline of the tombstones in the graveyard, but Edna singled out her
father’s, and putting out her candle knelt down by the low window and
gazed long and earnestly at the spot where her father slept. She was
bidding his grave farewell, it might be forever, for her resolution was
taken to go away from there, and find a place among entire strangers.
“It is better so,” she said, as she leaned her hot forehead against the
cool window-pane. “’Tis better so, and father would bid me go, if he
could speak. Oh, father, if you had not died, all this might have been
spared to me.”
Then, as she remembered her other Father, her Heavenly one, and His
promise to the orphan, she clasped her hands over her face and prayed
earnestly for His protection and blessing upon her wherever she might
go. And then she thought of Aunt Jerry, and asked that God would bless
her, too, and if in what she had said that night there was any thing
harsh and wrong, He would forgive her for it, and help her to make
amends. Her prayers ended, she crept into her bed, which seemed, with
its softness and warmth, to embrace and hold her as a mother might have
done, and so embraced and held, she soon fell away to sleep, and forgot
all that was past, and ceased to dread what might be in store for her.
Meantime Aunt Jerry sat in the room below, with her feet on the stove
hearth, her hands locked together around her knees, and her head bent
forward until her forehead almost touched her dress. Perhaps she
maintained this attitude to accommodate Tabby, who had mounted upon her
back and nestled across her neck, and perhaps she did it the better to
think intently, for she was thinking of all Edna had said to her with
reference to her childhood, and wondering if, after all, her theory was
wrong, and children were like chickens, which needed brooding from the
mother hen.
“But sakes alive, how was I to know that,—I, a dried-up old maid, who
never had a baby of my own, and never held one either, except that young
one of Mrs. Atwood’s that I stood sponsor for, and almost dropped when I
presented it? If things had turned out different, why, I should have
been different.”
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