Effie Ogilvie: the story of a young life; vol. 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Effie Ogilvie: the story of a young life; vol. 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
He put his hand quickly, furtively, with a momentary touch upon hers
which held the rose, and then stood trembling to receive his sentence.
Effie understood at last. She stood still for a moment panic-stricken,
raising bewildered eyes to his. When he touched her hand she started and
drew a step away from him, but found nothing better to say than a low
frightened exclamation, “O Mr. Fred!”
“I have startled you. I know I ought to have begun differently, not to
have brought it out all at once. But how could I help it? Effie! won’t
you give me a little hope? Don’t you know what I mean? Don’t you know
what I want? O Effie! I am much older than you are, and I have been
about the world a long time, but I have never loved any one but you.”
Effie did not look at him now. She took her rose in both her hands and
fixed her eyes upon that.
“You are very kind, you are too, too---- I have done nothing that you
should think so much of me,” she said.
“Done nothing? I don’t want you to do anything; you are yourself, that
is all. I want you to let me do everything for you. Effie, you
understand, don’t you, what I mean?”
“Yes,” she said, “I think I understand: but I have not thought of it
like that. I have only thought of you as a----”
Here she stopped, and her voice sank, getting lower and lower as she
breathed out the last monosyllable. As a friend, was that what she was
going to say? And was it true? Effie was too sincere to finish the
sentence. It had not been quite as a friend: there had been something in
the air--But she was in no position to reply to this demand he made upon
her. It was true that she had not thought of it. It had been about her
in the atmosphere, that was all.
“I know,” he said, breaking in eagerly. “I did not expect you to feel as
I do. There was nothing in me to seize your attention. Oh, I am not
disappointed--I expected no more. You thought of me as a friend. Well!
and I want to be the closest of friends. Isn’t that reasonable? Only let
me go on trying to please you. Only, only try to love me a little,
Effie. Don’t you think you could like a poor fellow who wants nothing so
much as to please you?”
Fred was very much in earnest: there was a glimmer in his eyes, his face
worked a little: there was a smile of deprecating, pleading tenderness
about his mouth which made his lip quiver. He was eloquent in being so
sincere. Effie gave a furtive glance up at him and was moved. But it was
love and not Fred that moved her. She was profoundly affected, almost
awe-stricken at the sight of that, but not at the sight of him.
“Oh,” she said, “I like you already very much: but that is not--that is
not--it is not--the same----”
“No,” he said, “it is not the same--it is very different; but I shall be
thankful for that, hoping for more. If you will only let me go on, and
let me hope?”
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