Eighteen Months' ImprisonmentShaw, Donald, late captain
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Eighteen Months' Imprisonment
Shaw, Donald, late captain
Prisons -- Great Britain
ON the morning after my arrival at Newgate it was with considerable
surprise that I saw a man in convict dress, who was apparently the object
of special watch and guard. My curiosity was considerably increased from
the circumstance of his being the only individual out of some two hundred
in this conspicuous attire; he was moreover clearly not a novice, but
wore the dreadful suit with the apparent ease of a man to whom it was by
no means a novelty. He looked horribly ill, and a terrible eruption that
showed itself on his neck, face, and hands gave unmistakable evidence
that the unhappy wretch was literally rotten; added to this, however,
there was a something about him, a “_je ne sais quoi_,” that marked the
gentleman and asserted the blue blood, despite the convict dress, the
loathsome disease, and the degrading surroundings. A fixed melancholy
seemed never to desert him. When he moved, it was with eyes cast down,
and nothing appeared to interest him; it was the motions of a human
machine, bowed down with grief or shame, or meditating some awful
vengeance. I was so struck with all this that I determined to lose no
opportunity of scraping an acquaintance with the mysterious stranger. I
enquired of a warder, but all he knew or pretended to know was that he
was undergoing a sentence of 20 years’ penal servitude, and had lately
been drafted there from a convict prison; that he had only been there a
few days, and would in all probability be moved elsewhere very shortly.
Chance favoured my desire to make his acquaintance. It was on a Saturday
afternoon, a time devoted to a very general and extra clean up, and when
almost everyone is put on a job. My warder—like a brick—had put me, at
my urgent request, to “dusting” the rails, a duty, I had observed, at
which the convict was frequently employed. I got as near as discretion
would permit, and ventured to ask him who and what he was. He looked at
me at first with a mingled expression of surprise and distrust, but being
apparently reassured by either my manner or my dress, began in short,
jerky sentences in something of the following style: “You ask me who I
am. That’s a question I haven’t heard for six long years. Since that
time I’ve been an unit, 4016 of Portland, and praying night and day that
death would release me.” I was alarmed at his excited manner; his eyes
flashed, he quivered like a maniac, and I begged him to be calm. This
appeal seemed to touch some long dried-up spring; kind words evidently
sounded strange to him, and a tear trickled down his seamed and hollow
cheeks. The weakness, however, was but momentary, and wiping his eyes
with his coarse blue handkerchief, he began in a melancholy voice the
following sad story:—
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