“That's my name. But there! I guess you've made up enough already.” And
Miss Conklin disengaged herself. On reaching the house, however, she
offered her lips before getting out of the buggy. When alone in his
bedroom, Bancroft sat and thought. The events of the evening had
been annoying. Miss Loo's conduct had displeased him; he did not like
familiarity. He would not acknowledge to himself that he was jealous.
The persistent way Stevens had tried to puzzle her had disgusted
him--that was all. It was sufficiently plain that in the past she had
encouraged Stevens. Her freedom and boldness grated upon his nerves. He
condemned her with a sense of outraged delicacy. Girls ought not to
make advances; she had no business to ask him whether he liked her; she
should have waited for him to speak plainly. He only required what was
right. Yet the consciousness that she loved him flattered his vanity
and made him more tolerant; he resolved to follow her lead or to improve
upon it. Why shouldn't he? She had said “every girl expects to be
kissed.” And if she wanted to be kissed, it was the least he could do to
humour her.
All the while, at the bottom of his heart there was bitterness. He would
have given much to believe that an exquisite soul animated that lovely
face. Perhaps she was better than she seemed. He tried to smother
his distrust of her, till it was rendered more acute by another
reflection--she had got him into the quarrel with Seth Stevens. He did
not trouble much about it. He was confident enough of his strength and
the advantages of his boyish training in the gymnasium to regard the
trial with equanimity. Still, the girls he had known in the East would
never have set two men to fight, never--it was not womanly. Good girls
were by nature peacemakers. There must be something in Loo, he argued,
almost--vulgar, and he shrank from the word. To lessen the sting of
his disappointment, he pictured her to himself and strove to forget her
faults.
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