Eli's Children: The Chronicles of an Unhappy FamilyFenn, George Manville
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Eli's Children: The Chronicles of an Unhappy Family
Fenn, George Manville
Dysfunctional families -- Fiction
Julia and Cynthia Mallow had been in to see her, and found the little
woman prostrate with grief, and then hurried to the town for medical
advice, though that of fifty doctors would have been in vain.
"Pray, pray, Tom, go and ask Budge not to cry," sobbed Polly, as her
husband knelt at her side; for ever and again, from below, came a long,
dismal cry, that almost resembled the howl of a dog in a state of
suffering.
Tom Morrison rose in a heavy, dull way, and slowly descended the stairs,
returning in a minute to resume his place beside his wife, turning his
eyes to hers, as they looked up to him in mute agony.
They could not speak, but they read each other's hearts, and knew full
well that nothing could be done; that the tiny life that had been given
to them to have in charge was passing fast away--so fast, and yet so
gently that neither knew it had gone till, alarmed by the slow dilation
of the little eyes, and their fixed and determinate look, Polly bent
over the waxen form in eager fear, caught it tightly to her breast, and
then sank back in her chair, crying--
"Tom, Tom, God has taken it away!" An hour later, husband and wife were
sitting hand in hand by the little couch on which their darling lay, so
still and cold, its tiny face seeming restful, free from pain, and
almost wearing a smile, while on either hand, and covering its breast,
were the best of the simple, homely flowers the garden could produce.
There was a heavy, blank look upon the parents' faces; for even then
they could not realise their loss. It was so sudden, seemed so strange;
and from time to time Polly got softly up, to lean down and hold her
cheek close to the little parted lips, to make sure that the infant did
not breathe; but there was no sign, and when she pressed her lips to the
white forehead, it was to find it cold as ice.
Budge had been silent for some time, going about the house on tiptoe,
and, like those above, too stunned to work; but her homely mind was busy
for a way to show her sympathy, and this she did by making and taking up
on the little tray two steaming cups of tea, each flanked by a goodly
slice.
Poor Budge! she had not calculated her strength aright; for on softly
entering the room, and setting down the tray, she turned her head, and
saw the simple flower-strewn bier, gave a long, loving look, and then,
sinking on her knees, with her hands to her eyes, burst forth into a
wild and passionate wail.
It was even ludicrous, but it touched the hearts of those who heard; for
with it came the passionate yearning of the desolate child for the love
and sympathy it had never known, but for which its young heart had
hungered so long. It told of nights of misery, and a desire for a
something it felt it ought to possess but had never had, as now, raising
her hands, she wailed forth her prayer--
"Oh, please, God, let me die instead, let me die instead."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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