Wealth wooed I not, nor power--to wear the sign And wave the symbol of authority; To speak, and have hosts tremble; or to frown, And find all pale and prostrate at my feet. 10 But oh! to sway, like swinging forest boughs In summer breeze, men's yearning hearts and minds,-- Sway them in duty's name, in virtue's cause, By tongue of thunder or by pen of flame, Leaving some wise, sublime, benefic deed, Some word or work of merit and of might, To fix the fleeting gaze of centuries! Glory and love--these were my guides divine, The planet passions of my destiny, The Baal and Astoreth[2] to whom I bowed, 20 At human shrines a worldly worshiper, Adoring beauteous dust, my fellow clay, And coveting an earthly immortality. And at the feet of these dear deities, Careless of great Jehovah's smile or frown, In the fresh morning of my youth's fair might, Slumbering I dreamed, till golden grew the dawn. A strange and stern awakening--a sky, Pearl, gold, and sapphire, clear and calm till then, Cloud-curtained, grim, with anger audible, 30 Tortured and torn with swift-flung darts of fire; Booming and crashing, bolt on bolt descends; Earth, air, and heaven are wrapt in roaring flame. And when the rifted storm has rolled away, And stillness reascends her solemn throne, Ruin looks forth from retrospection's tower, And memory weeps where desolation reigns. It was the end. Dispelled illusion's dream. Youth's fond ideals, thunder-stricken, strewn, Lay level with the dust. But light had come! 40 My soul had cast its fetters and was free. I slept and dreamed no more; I was awake! And saw and heard with other eyes and ears, Which taught me things unseen, unheard, before; Things new yet old--old as eternity, Old e'en to time, though new and strange to me. I talked with Truth on solemn mountain tops; I soared with winged thought the sunlit dome; Studied the midnight stars; and when anon The hurrying, far-flung legions of the storm 50 In supermortal might went forth to war, Would fain have charioted the charging plain, Or spurred the tempest as a battle steed, Grasping the volted lightnings as they flew, And thundering through the mists on things below. Rejoicing in my new-found strength, I gave Glory to Him, the Source and Sire of all; That God whom I had neither loved nor feared, That God whom now I worshipt and adored. Who girdled me with Light, truth's triple key[3], 60 Unlocking what hath been, what yet shall be, Probing death's gloom, life's three-fold mystery, Solving the secret--Whither, Whence and Why.