Elkswatawa : $b or, The prophet of the west. A tale of the frontierFrench, James Strange
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Elkswatawa : $b or, The prophet of the west. A tale of the frontier
French, James Strange
Tippecanoe, Battle of, Ind., 1811 -- Fiction
“I shall leave in a few days,” said Rolfe. His remark was unnoticed,
save by her he loved; she gazed at him for some time with searching
eyes; the conversation then took another turn, and soon after he
arose, wished them a good evening, and retired. Though struggling to
conceal his emotion, his embarrassment was plainly visible, so much
so, as to be the subject of remark after his departure.
“Father, I fear Mr. Rolfe is going, he seems so unhappy.”
“I hope not, my daughter, for, with perseverance, he will become an
ornament to his profession, and although at present I should not like
him as a son-in-law, yet I had rather he would not leave us.”
At the word, “son-in-law,” his daughter's cheeks were suffused with
blushes, and running away, she was soon engaged in some household
occupation; yet her heart was sad, and often did she detail to her
mother Mr. Rolfe's remarks, and wonder if he was going to the West.
Having retired to his lodgings, he threw himself on a bed, where he
remained for some time absorbed in thought, when suddenly assuming an
energy of character, he arose, strode several times across the room,
laughed wildly, and then suddenly curbing himself, his face grew dark
as he said, “even she believes it the whim of a boy.” A shudder ran
over him, his soul seemed wrung with anguish, and he added, “it is a
sad duty to say farewell to friends we love, when we think we shall
meet them, O! never.” Then pausing a moment, he continued, “O!
poverty! poverty!—how often hast thou been sketched in some humble
sphere, as fascinating in the extreme—and lovely art thou in the
abstract;—but oh! let him tell who has felt thy gripe, how thy fangs
creep into the soul, torturing it, and destroying its powers of
action; or how, with thy cold, icy hands, thou freezest up the
feelings, making this earth a hell!”
“Educated in a style unsuitable to my fortune; called into a class of
society, whose expenses I cannot afford; brought up to a profession,
whose profits, for some years at least, will not buy me bread,
starvation, with her thin, lean, devouring look, sits gazing at me. My
happiness, too, dependent on a girl whose parents slight me because I
am _poor!_ O! mine uncle! why did you not give me a profession
suitable to my fortune? Had you but made me a mechanic, though never
so humble, my thoughts would not have been exalted, and I should have
been happy. But to be tacked on to the fag end of a profession, to
spend my days lounging about the doors of a county court, wrangling
over petty strifes, while my soul sickens with disgust, these, O! most
noble profession, are thy duties. But I will away—I will leave my
native land, and become a wanderer in the wide world,—yes, my
resolution is taken.”
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