"Since I have seen you and heard you," said Ellen, "I can pray, I dare pray, and I will pray that God may change my heart, and teach me to forgive as I hope to be forgiven: and now as I am not strong enough to speak much at a time, and that I wish to open my heart to you without reserve, I will put into your hands a history of my life, which, during days of solitude and nights of weary watchings, I have written--and which will disclose to you all the secrets of my soul; it is the most complete confession I can make. When you have read it, Mr. Lacy, you will return to me. By that time, perhaps, the grace of God will have quelled the storms within me, and I may then hear from your lips the blessed words of absolution." The following history was contained in the manuscript which Mr. Lacy carried home with him. CHAPTER I. "What thousand voices pass through all the rooms, What cries and hurries! ........................................ My cousin's death sits heavy on my conscience; hark! ........................................ In every room confusion, they're all mad. Most certain all stark mad within the house." BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER. I was born and educated in the house of my uncle, Mr. Middleton, one of the wealthiest squires in D--shire. He had received my mother with kindness and affection, on her return from India, where she had lost her husband and her eldest child. She was his youngest and favourite sister, and when after having given birth to a daughter she rapidly declined in health, and soon after expired, bequeathing that helpless infant to his protection, he silently resolved to treat it as his own, and, like most resolutions formed in silence, it was religiously adhered to. At the time of my birth, my uncle was about forty years old; a country gentleman in the most respectable sense of the word.