Alas, for all that God gives and man destroys! Alas, for all
that might be and is not! Genius and intellect, which should
subdue and regenerate worlds, and with noble thoughts, and
words of fire, carry the truth from one hemisphere to the
other--where are ye? What do ye? Consumed upon the altar of a
withering selfishness--cramped and debased by the bonds of a
narrow scepticism--man has prostituted you to vile uses.
Slaves of his passions, and ministers of evil, He has made
you;--and where God had said, "Let there be light," has too
often answered, "Let there be darkness."
Henry's gloomy and wayward depression increased every day,
although his intellect was not wholly obscured; but at the
times that it was clearest, he seemed to suffer more than
during its hours of partial aberration. He gave way less than
at first to fits of violent irritation; the terrible
expressions he used to utter, and the murmurs and curses which
rose to his lips with such frightful bitterness, were at an
end. He even ceased to ask that fatal question with which he
had been wont to torture his wife and sister; he listened in
silence to what they said, and once made a faint attempt to
smile when Alice spoke cheerfully to him. He often gazed on
her in silence, and watched her intently as she moved about
the room. Once, when she was sitting at her work opposite to
him, she heard him say, in a low voice, "_Notre Dame de bon
secours_." She looked up with tears in her eyes; he rose
wildly, and cried, "Your tears shall not avail you;" and then
he turned away, and did not speak for some hours.
One morning that the sun was shining brightly, and the mild
air forestalled the spring, Alice had thrown open a window
that looked upon the flower-garden. A bird was chirping a few
shrill notes near it; and Henry listened to them with an
appearance of pleasure. When the bird flew away, he went to
the window, and gazed earnestly on some early spring flowers,
which were just coming into blossom. Alice opened a book on
the table, and read aloud the following lines:--
"Sweet nurslings of the vernal skies.
Bathed in soft airs and fed with dew,
What more of magic in you lies
To fill the hearths fond view?
In childhood's sports, companions gay
In sorrow, on life's downward way,
How soothing! In our last decay.
Memorials prompt and true."
Henry held out his hand for the book, and read over these
lines in silence; he then glanced at the title-page,
shuddered, and flung it from him. Alice picked it up, and
looked anxiously at him.
"Was not Dr. Dodd hung for forgery?" he exclaimed. She turned
very pale. He saw it; and said, "You need not be frightened
now. I am not _mad_. In that very book I _forged_ the first
link of that infernal chain with which I bound and destroyed
her."
Alice knelt by him, and whispered--
"Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as
snow."
He drew fiercely back, and cried--
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