"There may be mercy for others; there can be none for me. Look
into your Bible, you will see in it what I have done. Turned
her body and her soul into hell! God alone should do _that_.
_I_ have done it. Alice, if you believe, you must tremble. Ay,
the devils do so too. Poor angel! God has turned thee into an
earthly hell. Pure spirit! chained to a fiend, thy fiery trial
draws to an end."
He sank back into his chair, and muttered--
"The worm that never dies. Ay, I understand it now."
One day that Alice had been walking before breakfast, and was
returning home with that heaviness of step, and abstraction
from outward things, which prolonged and acute mental
suffering produces, the porter's wife stopped her as she
passed the lodge, to tell her that half an hour before a
gentleman had come to the gate in a post-chaise, and had
expressed an anxious desire to see her; that on finding she
was out, he had hesitated a moment as to what he should do,
but that at last he had stepped into the lodge, and written a
letter, which he had desired her to deliver to Mrs. Lovell as
soon as she returned. Alice took it with a mixture of fear and
curiosity. The only conjecture she could form was, that it
came from Edward Middleton. The unbroken solitude in which he
had lived--the obstinate silence which he had maintained when
Mrs. Middleton once ventured to address a few lines to him,
imploring him to aid her in the search of his guilty but
unfortunate wife--made her break the seal of this letter with
nervous anxiety.
She glanced at the signature, and, at once relieved and
disappointed, she saw it was not from him, and then read as
follows:--
"Madam,
"As one who, in his ministry, has received from dying lips a
solemn confession--as a man who has witnessed a deep
repentance, and a great affliction, I address you.
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