"There is one who has been for a while as if she had been dead
to you and yours, but who is yet alive, although her life is
passing away like a morning cloud. In His name, who never
broke the bruised reed, I ask you to smooth her pillow, and to
bring peace and pardon to that weary spirit. She has made the
sacrifice of her life to God; and her only desire is to be
forgiven by those whom she has trespassed against, and to
forgive those who have trespassed against her. I dare not say
more. Just, it is hardly possible that you _can_ be; merciful,
I am certain that you _will_ be. Mrs. Edward Middleton is
at --; she is in the last stage of a rapid consumption, and
before many days are gone by, her spirit will have returned to
the God who gave it. She has confessed to me the sins and the
sorrows of her short and troubled life. One heavy trial she
has been spared, in the knowledge that your life, Madam, has
been saved; and if she could receive from you, from her aunt,
and, above all, from the husband whom she has offended, a
token of forgiveness, her life might still close (I use her
own expression) 'with one untroubled hour.' I heard her murmur
these last words to herself, as, out of a nosegay, which had
been in kindness sent her, she selected a passionflower, the
sight of which affected her strangely.
"I have undertaken this journey for the sole purpose of
informing you of Mrs. Middleton's present residence. I shall
await your answer at the inn at Elmsley. My reason for
addressing this letter to you, Madam, was the fear of causing
Mrs. William Middleton too sudden an emotion in her present
state of health. To your hand I commit the task, and I pray
that you may be guided and blessed in the performance of it.
"William Lacy."
Alice had begun to read this letter as she was walking towards
the house; but as soon as she had read the few first lines,
and that the sense of them burst upon her, she staggered to a
bench, and a great faintness came over her. She read on,
however; and, as the letter ended with that prayer for her
which had been so fervently put up, she closed her eyes for an
instant, and said _Amen_ with her whole heart.
The letter had rolled at her feet, and as she stooped for it,
her husband suddenly joined her. He picked it up, and asked
whence it came. She trembled and turned pale. He saw it, and
guessed it all. He seized her hands, and looked wildly into
her face--
"Is she alive?"
"She is, Henry, she is."
He fell with his face to the ground, and for the first time in
his life his soul spoke to God.
When he arose he was very pale, but he took the letter from
Alice's hand, and read it through in silence. "Not dead, but
dying!" He hid his face in his hands and wept convulsively.
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