Once before, a few months ago, he had led her into that room
his bride--his idol--his flower of beauty--the pride of his
soul. Now, he had brought her back to it to die--for there was
death in that marble forehead; death in those painfully bright
eyes; death in those transparent hands which held his; in that
hollow voice, which murmured, as he laid that weak frame and
weary head on the pillowed couch--"Home, home once more!"
He had sought her--he had found her dying--he had taken her in
his arms--he had pressed upon her fevered lips such kisses as
their hours of hope and of joy had never known--he had hoped
against hope. When she had clasped her thin weak arms round
his neck, and whispered, "Take me home, Edward, to die;" he
had answered in the words of Scripture, "Thou Shalt not die,
but live!"
And, verily, in her deep love's excess, she found a short
renewal of life. She gathered strength to rise from her bed of
weakness and of pain, and, with her head on his bosom, and her
hand in his, to breathe again the free air of Heaven, and gaze
with a languid eye on those beauties of earth and sky, which
have such a deep meaning, such a strange effect, on those who
are about to die.
For she must die!--she feels it--she knows it--but not as once
she thought to die; unreconciled to God, unforgiven by man.
Her weary pilgrimage is drawing to a close; but the light of
Heaven dawns upon it now.
She has a great duty to perform, and perform it she will; for
she has learnt that the cross which saves us in eternity must
be taken up on earth; and that without sacrifice there is no
peace for the soul.
She has called Edward to her side; she has mentally prayed
that strength may be given her for the trial at hand; she has
said to herself, "The scene, his tears, his passion, his soul
will too deeply move;" and she has charged him, with solemn
earnestness, to leave her for some hours to herself, and then
to return and bless the remaining days of that life he cannot
save.
She remained alone; and deep and intense were the prayers she
poured forth, as she waited for those she had sent for; those
whom she had summoned around her in that solemn hour.
She had never looked so beautiful in her days of pride and
health, as now, on her bed of sickness and sorrow, of
penitence and peace. Yea, of peace; for, although the
approaching hour was one of pain and trial; ay, and of shame
too, yet her way was clear before her, and she turned not now
her head aside from the cup of sorrow and of humiliation, but
steadily prepared to drink it to the dregs.
When she saw Mrs. Middleton, the mother of her childhood, the
friend of her youth; the friend who had lately sought her with
a message of peace, when she had forsaken, and been forsaken
by all the world, when she remembered what she had to tell
her, her soul well-nigh fainted within her; but she held out
her hand in silence, and prayed more earnestly.
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