Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
'I love you: there is no stronger word or thing that I know of,'
replied Geoffrey, feeling, indeed, an immense gush of tenderness in his
heart, which his anxiety deepened.
She made no immediate answer, but Geoffrey felt that she was full of
restrained excitement, and he insensibly prepared himself for some kind
of shock. In this short space he recognised that there might be much
in Ellice which he had never known or comprehended.
'But there are so many things in the world!' she broke out suddenly
and vehemently. 'Why are they there unless we were meant to have some
relation to them? Wealth, and society, and power, and fame; to be able
to go where you like and do what you will; to carry out all that is in
your mind, without any hindrance from mean and contemptible obstacles
that degrade you as well as imprison you! How can one even love with
one's whole heart if all those things are wanting? Are you sure you
could, Geoffrey?'
'I don't expect to have perfection in everything,' replied he,
beginning to feel relieved; 'but the question is, whether all these
things you speak of are better worth having than love. Of course, it
would be pleasant to have both; but, as a matter of fact, most people
seem to get either the one or the other, and not both--except those
poor devils who get neither.'
'Oh, I know it--I know it. That is perfectly true, though I don't know
why it should be so--I don't think it ought to be so.' She relinquished
his arm, and began feverishly to pull off her gloves. 'It is hateful to
have to choose,' she added.
'Luckily, we are spared that pain, at all events,' remarked Geoffrey
with a smile.
Ellice stopped in her walk, and turning a little towards him, looked at
him attentively. She had the air of mentally putting some alternative
before herself, and deciding which course she would pursue. She then
walked on more slowly, with her eyes downcast.
'One thinks what one would do in such and such a case, even when it
does not actually come to pass,' she said. 'A great fortune is a great
thing--it is something real. Suppose you had to choose between a great
fortune and me?'
'It would be choosing between a great fortune and a greater. Of
course I should take the greater,' returned Geoffrey, feeling a
certain intellectual satisfaction in his answer. But Ellice pressed
her scarlet lips together, as if rejecting any merely complimentary
or epigrammatical evasion of her enquiry. She was, in fact, more in
earnest than he was, because he had come to the conclusion that she
was merely disquieting herself, as women sometimes will, about an
imaginary, not to say impossible, contingency. The best way to treat
such conduct was to laugh at it.
'But you are a man,' she resumed presently, 'and it would be different
with you, because when a man has not got a fortune, he always thinks he
can make one. But if you were a woman?'
'In that case I should get the man to decide for me.'
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