Girls -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction
Her Christmas had been quite as happy as that of the other Elsie.
Indeed, her greater capacity for blissful and ecstatic joy would have
rendered it even happier but for the valedictory character all its
details held secretly for her. Her youth and temperament, however,
which had carried her through the days following her momentous
decision, upheld her spirits even when she approached the brink of the
crisis. Her determination to right the wrong she had done at what she
believed the first possible moment had cleared her conscience so
completely that in the interim she had been able to enjoy the fruits of
that wrong-doing as never before since the very first.
She had herself made her gift for Cousin Julia and little things for
Miss Peacock and nearly everybody in the house. On Christmas Eve she
sang in the parlor for Miss Peacock, the servants, and those remaining
in the boarding-house over the holidays. First she went through the
carols. Then she sang the favorite song or songs of every one present,
including several of Miss Pritchard's. And though the programme was
haphazard it wasn't motley--only simple and old-fashioned and full of
sweetness and melody. The girl must have been dull indeed not to have
guessed something of the exquisite and genuine pleasure she gave.
In truth she lay long awake, thrilled by the remembrance. It had been
her swan-song, she told herself, half-tremulously, half-buoyed by the
excitement of it all. For she was passing out of their lives, in very
truth--even out of Cousin Julia's, and--forever. And Cousin Julia,
who, Elsie knew had basked in the enjoyment of the others, would have
it for a happy memory, when----
But she mustn't go further now. It was hardly safe. To-morrow was
Christmas Day. Until the day after, she wasn't going to think ahead.
Only on the 26th of December would she begin to make definite, final
preparations. She wouldn't spoil tomorrow by looking beyond it.
Christmas was a wonderful day. Elsie did not realize how delirious her
enjoyment was nor how painfully she was keyed up because of her
underlying apprehension of coming agony. Neither did she understand it
when she waked suddenly from sleep the following morning, feeling so
exhausted as to be almost ill, and with a terrible sinking at heart
which settled into depression the like of which she had never
experienced before.
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