Girls -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction
It might have seemed that she was in no condition to complete the
proposed plans. But as a matter of fact, there was little to do.
Though the girl hadn't deliberately or consciously looked ahead, the
matter had been in her mind; and now when she came to consider the
question as to where she should go, she found it practically settled.
When she brought up the idea of going to California and trying to get a
chance as a moving-picture actress, she was ready with the objection
that the films were most likely to reach New York and that her dimples
would give her away at once. Her wisest move would be to take refuge
in some place equally distant from her stepmother in San Francisco and
from New York. Which, of course, was no other than Chicago. She had
enough money to take her thither and take care of her until she should
get a start--in some vaudeville house as she hoped. And then she would
be truly lost--forever, in all probability, and perhaps in more senses
than one.
Miss Pritchard was struck by the change in Elsie that morning at the
breakfast-table. The child looked almost ill. She said nothing to
her, however, feeling that it was the reaction from the excitement of
Christmas, and believing she would be better for the distraction of the
school. But she couldn't dismiss the matter from her mind all day, and
the more she thought of it the more serious it seemed. She realized
that Elsie hadn't looked merely tired or even exhausted. It was worse
than that. For the first time since she had come East, Miss Pritchard
thought she saw in the child indication of genuine, positive suffering.
She decided that she herself had been gravely remiss. The strain of
giving herself so generously and whole-heartedly had worn upon the girl
disastrously, and--she had had warning and hadn't heeded. Until
recently, it is true, Elsie's blithe buoyancy had seemed always the
normal, unconscious, almost effortless efflorescence of a lovely
nature, as natural as playful grace to a kitten, as simple as
breathing. But once or twice back in the fall, Miss Pritchard had been
startled into wondering if the sweet instrument wasn't in danger of
being strained through constant playing upon it, and to be fearful that
Elsie might truly be rarely sensitive in a personal, as she seemed to
be in an artistic, way.
The first time when this had presented itself to her mind had been a
matter of a month or six weeks previous. At that time she had seemed
to discover a shadow in the sparkling eyes and a transient pensive
droop of the lips. Then on the night of Charley Graham's visit, she
had been frightened by the worn look upon the beloved little face, and
had feared some definite trouble.
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