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But, notwithstanding every effort, she failed to rally. The overtaxed
heart was giving out, and all day she sank steadily. I never saw such a
desperate face as that old man’s. It haunts me now. He hung over her.
He held her hand, now growing cold, against his cheek to keep it
warm--stroked it and kissed it. As towards evening the short, quick
breaths came, which precede dissolution, he sank on his knees. At first,
he buried his face in his hands; then in the agony of his despair, he
began to speak aloud. I never heard a more moving appeal. It was a man
speaking face to face with God for one about to enter his presence.
His eyes were wide open, as if he saw His face. He did not ask that she
should be spared to him; it was all for his “Elska,” his “Darling,” that
Jesus would be her “Herder,” and lead her beside the still waters; that
she might be spared all suffering and sorrow, and have peace.
Presently he ended and buried his face in his hands. The quick, faint
breaths had died away, and as I looked on the still white face on the
pillow I thought that she had gone. But suddenly the large eyes slowly
opened wide.
“Father,” she said, faintly.
“Elsket,” the old man bent over her eagerly.
“I am so tired.”
“My Elsket.”
“I love you.”
“Yes, my Elsket.”
“You will stay with me?”
“Yes, always.”
“If Cnut comes?”.
“Yes, my Elsket.”
“If Cnut comes----” very faintly.
Her true lover’s name was the last on her lips.
He bent his ear to her lips. “Yes?”
But we never knew just what she wanted. The dim, large eyes closed, and
then the lids lifted slowly a little; there was a sigh, and Elsket’s
watching was over; the weary spirit was at peace.
“She is with God,” he said, calmly.
I closed the white lids gently, and moved out. Later I offered to help
him, but he said “No,” and I remained out of doors till the afternoon.
About sunset he appeared and went up toward the old church, and I went
into the house. I found that he had laid her out in the large room, and
she lay with her face slightly turned as if asleep. She was dressed like
a bride in the bridal dress she had sewn so long; her hair was unbound,
and lay about her, fine and silken, and she wore the old silver
ornaments she had showed me. No bride had ever a more faithful
attendant. He had put them all upon her.
After a time, as he did not come back, I went to look for him. As I
approached I heard a dull, thumping sound. When I reached the cleared
place I found him digging. He had chosen a spot just in front of the
quaint old door, with the rude, runic letters, which the earliest
sunbeams would touch. As I came up I saw he was digging her grave.
I offered to help, but he said “No.” So I carried him some food and
placing it near him left him.
Late that evening he came down and asked me if I would sit up that
night. I told him, yes. He thanked me and went into the house. In
a little while he came out and silently went up the path toward the
mountain.
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