Eminent literary and scientific men of Italy, Spain, and Portugal. Vol. 3 (of 3)Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Eminent literary and scientific men of Italy, Spain, and Portugal. Vol. 3 (of 3)
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
Authors -- Biography; Scientists -- Biography
The memorial to the count-duke is far more to the purpose, but, even
that is very diffuse and pedantic, though the facts he details were
impressive enough to obtain compassion without quotations from the
ancients; but such was the tone of that age.
"My lord," he writes, "a year and ten months have passed since I was
thrown into prison, on the seventh of December, on the eve of the
Conception of our Lady, at half-past ten at night; when I was dragged in
the depth of winter, without a cloak, and without a shirt, in my
sixty-first year, to this royal convent of San Marcos de Leon; where I
have remained all the time mentioned, in most rigorous confinement; sick
with three wounds, which have festered through the effects of cold, and
the vicinity of a stream that flow's near my pillow; and not being
allowed a surgeon, it has been a sight of pity to see me cauterise them
with my own hands. I am so poor that I have been clothed, and my life
supported by charity. The horror of my hardships has struck every one
with dread. I have only one sister, a nun among the barefooted
Carmelites, from whom I can hope nothing, but that she should recommend
me to God. I acknowledge (for so my sins persuade) mercy in this
cruelty. For I am myself the voice of my conscience, and I accuse my
life. If your Excellency found me well off, mine would be the praise. To
find me miserable, and to do me good, makes the praise yours; and if I
am unworthy of pity, your Excellency is worthy to feel it, and it is the
appropriate virtue of so great a noble and minister. 'There is nothing,'
says Seneca, when consoling Marcia, 'that I consider so meritorious in
those who hold a high station, as the pardoning many things, and seeking
pardon for none.' What worse crime can I commit, than persuading myself
that my misfortunes are to be the limit of your magnanimity? I ask time
from your Excellency to revenge myself on myself. The world has already
heard what my enemies can say against me; I desire now that they should
hear me against myself, and my accusations will be the more true from
being exempt from hatred. I protest, before God, our Lord, that in all
that is said of me, I am guilty of no other crime, than not having lived
an exemplary life, so that my sins may be attributed to my folly. Those
who see me, do not believe that I am a prisoner on suspicion, but under
a most rigorous sentence; wherefore I do not expect death, but live in
communion with it. I exist only through its generosity,--and I am a
corpse in all except the sepulture, which is the repose of the dead. I
have lost every thing. My possessions, which were always trifling, are
reduced to nothing, between the great expenses of my imprisonment, and
the losses it has occasioned. My friends are frightened by my calamity,
and nothing remains to me but my trust in you. No mercy can bestow many
years on me, nor any cruelty deprive me of many. I do not, my lord, seek
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