England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
The afternoon was falling. It was grey, deadened, and wintry, with a
slow, moist, heavy coldness sinking in and deadening all the faculties.
But why should he think or notice? He hastily climbed the hill and
turned across the dark-green fields, following the black cinder-track.
In the distance, across a shallow dip in the country, the small town
was clustered like smouldering ash, a tower, a spire, a heap of low,
raw, extinct houses. And on the nearest fringe of the town, sloping
into the dip, was Oldmeadow, the Pervins’ house. He could see the
stables and the outbuildings distinctly, as they lay towards him on the
slope. Well, he would not go there many more times! Another resource
would be lost to him, another place gone: the only company he cared for
in the alien, ugly little town he was losing. Nothing but work,
drudgery, constant hastening from dwelling to dwelling among the
colliers and the iron-workers. It wore him out, but at the same time he
had a craving for it. It was a stimulant to him to be in the homes of
the working people, moving as it were through the innermost body of
their life. His nerves were excited and gratified. He could come so
near, into the very lives of the rough, inarticulate, powerfully
emotional men and women. He grumbled, he said he hated the hellish
hole. But as a matter of fact it excited him, the contact with the
rough, strongly-feeling people was a stimulant applied direct to his
nerves.
Below Oldmeadow, in the green, shallow, soddened hollow of fields, lay
a square, deep pond. Roving across the landscape, the doctor’s quick
eye detected a figure in black passing through the gate of the field,
down towards the pond. He looked again. It would be Mabel Pervin. His
mind suddenly became alive and attentive.
Why was she going down there? He pulled up on the path on the slope
above, and stood staring. He could just make sure of the small black
figure moving in the hollow of the failing day. He seemed to see her in
the midst of such obscurity, that he was like a clairvoyant, seeing
rather with the mind’s eye than with ordinary sight. Yet he could see
her positively enough, whilst he kept his eye attentive. He felt, if he
looked away from her, in the thick, ugly falling dusk, he would lose
her altogether.
He followed her minutely as she moved, direct and intent, like
something transmitted rather than stirring in voluntary activity,
straight down the field towards the pond. There she stood on the bank
for a moment. She never raised her head. Then she waded slowly into the
water.
He stood motionless as the small black figure walked slowly and
deliberately towards the centre of the pond, very slowly, gradually
moving deeper into the motionless water, and still moving forward as
the water got up to her breast. Then he could see her no more in the
dusk of the dead afternoon.
“There!” he exclaimed. “Would you believe it?”
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